Life.

Its been almost a month that I'm away from blogging. Curious of how my life was these days? I didn't even blogged bout my birthday. Lol!

Days have not been very pleasant. Many things happened. Birthday was celebrated. Kathleen celebrated my birthday for me. Jeremiah they all celebrated my birthday. Which is something I never thought of. On my birthday, I burst out in tears because of the problems faced and encountered. Then, I tend to think. Birthday is just another day of life. No big deal on that tho.

The next day, 22nd June 2011, Mr Amir came to tell me that am gonna continue working at ACE! Well, after all worries of job and unhappiness. Finally, there's a good news for me!

Till then, Mum told me that Dad is shifting all his things out. And he is really moving out from home. I kept thinking if it was because of me that he leaves home. While walking to KLCC, I kept thinking if I could sacrifice anything to bring my family back, I will! Even my life!

Till one wake up call from April, saying "Why so quiet these days?" I told her my problem. She said "Don't keep guessing! Call your brother and ask what happened!" Till then, I called. I found out the reason why is he leaving. Seriously, no one is right or wrong in the family. If to be judged, everyone is not right at their role. Everyone is right too. So how is it to be judged? Conclusion, nothing to be judged. :)

I've got many many advises from many many people. I ever tot of giving up on my life. Wei Quan said "If you ever give up in life, You will lose more than you lose now!" This is something, I did not thought of!

No matter what, I still need to carry on in life! Simply because, I have a big goal to accomplish is to bring my dad back home!

I have spoken to dad this noon. All that he said in phone is something I never heard of when he is in front of us. There are alot of things that he knows but all these while, I thought he will not know.

Again, I questioned GOD the past days, why are all these happening to me? One after another? I'm just human being which I can break down easily!

All these happens for a reason! Things that does not kill me makes me stronger! I need to go thru all these hardship to get to where I want to go! I cannot waste anymore time because, I want my Dad to be back to the Family!