Where are You?

Not knowing how to control...I burst out in tears again after talking to my mum on the phone...

Somehow,I needed accompany these days...Huhu~Went looking for people for dinner...But somehow...People are just busy...

I've told Dad that I'm not going to UK next year...But looking back...Suddenly...I really don't wanna go?

Life have been just hectic these days...Why?Cox,in my eyes and mind are just assignments...Presentations...This is the only semester that I felt so stressful...

Know what?I suddenly think sometimes,where are all my friends when I needed them the most?I've got so many friends...Or,should I say?Hi Bye friends?But at the end...I cried silently inside...

Why am I so Emo these days?I don't know too...I just felt that,I needed someone to talk to most of the time...

That is why,I wanted a pet so much...But Mum don't let me to...Haix...But,I'll get it when I start working.......

Bili Bala~~

Assignments...Assignments...Assignments.........Basically...This is the only word...I have in my brain these days...Alot of things left undone bcox of assignmentsss...Many many things cannot be completed due to assignments...Huhuuhuhuhuh~~~

What else do I have in mind??Erm.......My hp spoilt...Not sure,if I can fix it...Or else I'll gotta be getting a new cell...But...But...But.......

I want next week to pass as soon as possible...Bcox.....After next week then I'll have alittle more time for myself.........

I'm just too tired already......Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh~~~~

Sizzles After Awhile!

I'm finally here to do a write up...Have been away from here for...Few days??Hurmp...Anyhow...When I update my blog after a few days of silence in here...It normally meant...Quite alot of things happened around me...

Firstly,I finally said it out...I dunno where the guts came from but...I just told him... =0...The results??Erm...Of cox...Its a NO larrr...LOL~~I already knew what is the answer gonna be...Just that I want him to know what is in my heart all these while...And...We are just Buddies... ^^

Well,I thought I could but still I couldn't??Aikx!I still can't let it go somehow...Maybe its just not easy especially when you see this person so often...Almost everyday...?Hurmpp...It don't feel quite good tho...But,I still need to act normally like how we used to be... =)...Don't worry,am not gonna be emo over it...Time is all I need...

Sunday night...Was a lonely day for meeeee....~~I was all alone at home...Housemates weren't around...I'm all alone at home...Huhu~~Know what??A pet dog is all I wanted that time...SOBX!But,I just don't have it...I needed so much accompany that time...Friends were not able to come to my house...Then I wonder...Where are all my other friends??

I cried like a kid...Simply because,I'm too stressed out with many things around me these days...Needs me to make tough decisions...Which is something that am not good at...

I wished to stay back but...I want to go back to my family...I need to choose only one!Now...I think I know what I have in mind...

What bout energy level these days?Its actually quite low...Cox.......Assignments are never ending till next week... ^^

Today~ ^^

I thought of sleeping for half and hour this noon but ended up 3hours of nap...I was super tired lor...XD...He was there in the living room drawing his art...Erm...Chatted quite a lot during dinner just now...Got to know a lot of things...He same the same thoughts and opinion with me as we chatted bout the topic...Erm...Ohh ya...Not "that" topic but something else bout our friend...

Erm...Maybe...Maybe...Its still a maybe where I don't have the courage to do so...Aiyaiyaiiiii~~Things are just becoming more difficult...Hurmp...

Why am close to most people and at the end...It ended up like this?Huhuh~~

Crappy crap...LOL~

Its Thursday...This meant that...Weekend is coming already~Weekend arrives meant...Weekdays are coming up next~Well...Its a cycle tho~

Erm...What bout now?Am now in the library...Wanna go see Dr.Yeo in regards of it...Gotta be waiting for 2pm for replacement class...~

I wanna go Pasar Malam tonight...I wanna buy "di di gei"~LOL~

Erm......That's all for now.... ^^

I need courage for it too............... =)

It was A Calling~

It was a calling all the time...

I went out to share on during the formation today...Amazingly,I did not cry...LOL~~

But somehow...Am tired...

I would wanna cherish all my time here in KL...

As I may leave for Seremban in a month and a half...?

As am deciding which to go on...~

Another thing to do...Is ask tomoro or Friday...If I see him...~

Maybe,its the real time to make things clear...

I am ready for the answer...Just that,I want to know...~

Alot more to write but am tired now...GTG~

NITEX! ^^

Its a Holiday Morning~ ^^

Its a Holiday morning~I wonder if all are still on their very sweet bed now?Why am I awake so early?Hurmp...Cox,I've got a Leadership Formation to attend in Church...So I've gotta get up early...~

How's life?Erm...As usual...Its been tiring ever since this semester started...Non-stop activities,Non-stop assignments,Non-stop tutorials...Well,I'l still try my very best in enjoying all these that I have now...Cox,I might be only here for a month and a half...Then,I'll be leaving KL~How sure?I'm still considering it...Of cox,if I'm given a chance...Well,of a sudden...I don't know which way to go...Seremban or KL?

He is back again after 2weeks missing in action...I knew,I said...Its a Full Stop...But,why is it that...The thoughts and feelings came back?I'm in contradiction again...Same thing that am gonna be doing...Making him protein everyday...Maybe,its just like what Julius said...He just wanna be taken care of?Do you think I should ask?So that I know where I stand?

This is not something that I should be thinking of now...But,somehow...It came back again...Erm...People in CSS seems to be having this things to think of also...HA!After Julius and I calculated...ALmost 7 of us that have this matters to solve...Haha~!The flowers in CSS just bloomed...~Isn't it funny?

Back Here Dy~~ ^^

Am back here again...Have been no where but still here...LOL~

As usual busy busy busy...I wonder if its cox...Final year?I felt like,I've missed out alot of things...Outing with friends,dinner with friends...Erm...I felt extreme tired these days...I'm lacking of sleep...Sometimes,sleepless nights pulak...

Time is passing extremely fast too...Its week 8 already...Fast eh??

Know what?I've finally came to a conclusion to put a full stop at it!Probably,I've done too much...Worthwhile or not...I'll just take them as the memories...^^...Maybe,I'll just take it as treating 'em' as m best friend...

I'll limit myself to all am doing...Whatever it is...I just wish to have enough energy to do everything that am assigned to...Wished to have much much strength to get through everything!Have much much courage to handle things!

I need a lot of support this time round...Few times,I felt like giving up...But,alot more things that I've not done yet...I need to carry on!

Core Leadership Camp!

This is the camp that made me discover myself so so much!

AMWAY Core Leadership Camp

The Beach~~

Leon LOO~~

Lunch at the Beach~~Huuuu~~!

Chong V...~

Our Kaki~~HAHA~!

DIAMONDS TO BE!

My Upline Mentors!

My Coming Diamond!

Leaders!

Wei Quan ** April

Outing with My Sweety-Buddies~

Its been ages,since I went out with them...Till then,we decided to go outing sama sama...Following are the pictures taken...~~

We basically buat kacau in 100Yen~LOL~

Apa pun guna untuk Posing~Haha~~

Its Snow Flake~Nice~!Banana flavor is nice!

My Buddies~!

Me**Busuk Pei

Happy Birthday...Donut girl!HA!

US~~

Piggies~~!

Work of the creatures!

I was happy that I was able to make it together with them...Cox,its been really really long that meet them all~~And,this outing actually happened end of last month...~Till now only I have the time to post the lovely pictures here...LOL~~ XD...I'm missing them all~~

Thanks!

I just came back the Core Leadership camp yesday...It was a totally different from other camps that I attended...Many many things that I've learned from it...I've learned how to be a true leader...!Knowing your path and your goal then only you're able to lead others...

We were left alone in the jungle on Saturday night...It was a total different experience at all!I was afraid at first...It was total dark and you see no lights!But you know what?Once you have something in mind which you really want to solve and settle...You'll not worry bout the darkness anymore because you have other thing to thing about...

I've got to know more about myself...I know where I stand...I know what I want!And,I know what I need to do to achieve them!In life...There won't be much opportunity...When it comes,you really need to grab whole of it!Things don't happen by chance...Maybe,its really that GOD planned it for us~!

I thank GOD that I've found AMWAY!I thank GOD that Wee Chien signed me up too!

I always believe,to become extraordinary in life,You'll need to do extraordinary things!

I thank Chong V for leading me,I thank April and Edward for coaching me,I thank my family members for being supportive!

My Feelings~~

Well,life...life...What bout life?

Life have not been pleasant these days...It had been hot and cold...Happy BUT sad...What am I saying?You can't get me too right??Maybe,not your fault here...Even I can't get myself...

A lot of things to think of...Something,not to say tragic cox its not that super serious...But,something did happened to me and my family...Something that happened over and over again...And this made me cry no matter how many times this comes to happen!

I thought,I will feel better after releasing my stress out...But,it unlikely did...I cried this noon...Although,I was hyper in the early noon with my frens...At the end of the day,I still couldn't take it...

Why can't they think like an adult?Why do they still wanna act like a kid?Another thing is that they do have responsibilities to be taken care of??Sometimes,its just kinda pissed off...You get me?

Well,maybe I don't blame him for all that happens...It takes both hands to clap...Agree?He is just stuck in the middle...Which he might also not know how and what to do?

Anyhow,I felt better now...After conversing with Mangga Busuk,Chong V and April...I shared this story of mine with my sideline(with the presents of my DD)...She have almost the same family probs as mine...So,I really hope that...She will build the business faster...Stronger so that she will not face the same thing!

Thanks to those I have spoken on phone with...Your advises were meaningful to me...~!

Posted at Klang...~LOL~~

At Chong V's house...~~~~

Full Stop~

Its time for the

FULL STOP!

I dislike,Taken for Granted!

I'm finally back here to blog...I have been superb busy these days...Being so freaking tired...Assignments here...Tutorials there...Suddenly,I think...What is life for??

I've been emo the passed days...Having a weird guy in my assignment group is not something good...Have to pretend to be weird with him also...Just to keep him happy...Walao...Its just so difficult being fake...~~~

And,I simply hate being taken for GRANTED!!I have this friend of mine!Doesn't want to do his assignment...4 of us advised him to do...!To start'!And,all he did was palying his stupid mahjong at his friend's house...Goodness...~

Ended up...Doing it last night...Whereas the deadline is today 3pm!Helped him to do from 11.30pm till 3.30am...~Know what?I dun wish for anything in return but at least appreciate what people did!

Sometimes,I just understand...Why?Haix...He have changed!I'm just tired sometimes...Simply because he is my close fren~Maybe,its just time for me to put a full stop...~

I have been tired...~~

I so wanna cry...~But,who is there available for the shoulder?

Although,I've been stupid~But,I still smile!

Wished to be one of a kind~Can I?

Can I also smile like this?

Know what?Each time when am unhappy,I look for their pics~~ ^^

Its her...I'm feeling better now~~ =)