How have your life been recently? Yup. You need to answer my question. LOL! Anyway, many things came across my mind, my life. Things that I never really thought of previously, actually happens now. :)
Well, let's speak about my family 1st. Matters at home home have not been very chaotic tho. Just slight quarrel here and there. But, after that all was fine. :) But somehow, you know me right? I cried again lar. Somemore what? And, now Mangga Busuk and Kathleen calls me Emoly. But one thing, if only mum knows why was I crying that time, so that she won't think of other stuff as ''Why is she crying again?"
Know what? Sometimes, I really I hope that things will be better off after some quarrel tho. :) And somehow, it did alittle.
Work? Work is getting more and more challenging. Not bout more or lesser work but more to responsibilities. Sometimes, kinda pissed with myself when things are not done as others expects. How to say this? Nevermind, I do not know how to describe but I will hang on with what am going thru now with a smile. :)
Love? Ya, am in a relationship with him. Hopefully everything will go on fine. He understands me although we only speaks thru the phone these while. But, he is also an emo person which I need to take off things that I say. :) Another thing is to learn to trust. Trust somehow is a very big word for me as, maybe I see many happenings around me. Love is not always a bed of roses too. :) Anyway, learn to trust and learn to love.
Bout myself at recent, have been saving alot on spending. Monitoring my spending very carefully. Salary is really cukup-cukup. Cannot spend a bit extra pun. :) Well, looking at the very bright side, I'm learning a Financial Control myself without needing to go to the Financial Consultant. :) Cool right?
Wednesday, September 28, 2011
Friday, September 16, 2011
My Thoughts For Now...~
Its really been a long time ever since I blogged here. Normally, its like a week to abandon my blog then I will be back here to post again. But somehow, I didn't even have the time to blog about my experience in Redang with Kathleen and Rachel, what more to upload the pictures as I have promised?
Well, for now, I do not have much mood to blog bout Redang but in fact my feelings for the past weeks when am back from the island.
Here is how it goes. Life button have been reset when we were at the island. I was kinda happy or to be exact, very happy when I was back cox, I made kinda lotsa frens there. Somehow, have admirers pulak. Funny right? Well simply because this never happened to me before so it was kinda hard to believe that actually got people like me ar? LOL! I wonder if you understand that kind of feelings. :)
Then somemore got 2 person admire pulak. That is like more funny right? But somehow, one was a indian-muslim and the other one is a Sabahan Catholic. So guess what? LOL! Dunno how to tell but religion is now my priority.
I have accepted him. Would not wanna say more on the stages on how things fell into place but, he is somehow a caring person. Although we are like far apart but we still feel near. Well, am not judging anything for the time being bcox all these are just the start. :) Not many knew bout this yet. Not even Css nor buddies but Kath and Rachel, yup they knew bout it already.
Final word, I still couldn't get over the past although its like 6 yrs back. The ever back bad experience is still hunting me down. I know if I don't get this over, it will nt be fair to him. No matter how he is or how he will be, I will still put my trust in him. :) I know GOD planned this. :D
Better said is that am accepting what is given, am appreciating those around me as am given the chance now. Till then readers. Will be uploading the picx in Redang soon.
Chiaox! ^^
Well, for now, I do not have much mood to blog bout Redang but in fact my feelings for the past weeks when am back from the island.
Here is how it goes. Life button have been reset when we were at the island. I was kinda happy or to be exact, very happy when I was back cox, I made kinda lotsa frens there. Somehow, have admirers pulak. Funny right? Well simply because this never happened to me before so it was kinda hard to believe that actually got people like me ar? LOL! I wonder if you understand that kind of feelings. :)
Then somemore got 2 person admire pulak. That is like more funny right? But somehow, one was a indian-muslim and the other one is a Sabahan Catholic. So guess what? LOL! Dunno how to tell but religion is now my priority.
I have accepted him. Would not wanna say more on the stages on how things fell into place but, he is somehow a caring person. Although we are like far apart but we still feel near. Well, am not judging anything for the time being bcox all these are just the start. :) Not many knew bout this yet. Not even Css nor buddies but Kath and Rachel, yup they knew bout it already.
Final word, I still couldn't get over the past although its like 6 yrs back. The ever back bad experience is still hunting me down. I know if I don't get this over, it will nt be fair to him. No matter how he is or how he will be, I will still put my trust in him. :) I know GOD planned this. :D
Better said is that am accepting what is given, am appreciating those around me as am given the chance now. Till then readers. Will be uploading the picx in Redang soon.
Chiaox! ^^
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