No Idea~~

Had home cooked meal for 2 days...I'm missing home again~~

Exam is till the 7th~The very last day of all the exams in TARCollege...They have been coming to my house for revision these days...Their exam will be ending this Friday but mind is only next week...I'm gonna study at home alone then...Owwww...

Erm...Why am I feeling tired recently?Didn't had enough sleep?But,I felt that I've slept quite alot der??Something wrong somewhere?No idea~~

Julius played guitar just now...Played a few songs that made me ponder and think of it again~~AikzzZZ~~Anyhow,gotta study for the Operations Management paper already~~ ^^

WeeeeHeee~~

Its going to be 9am...~Duh??LOL~~

Hurmp...Not very sure why am I so tired these days...Probably because,my sleeping time has gone upside now recently... :P Anyhow,there is something that I keep remembering during this period of time...I didn't say...Put it aside 100%...Well...Don't you worry...Its not something bad tho...Its a positive thing!

Dinner at Jordan's house last night was great...Another gathering for us to get together...With all the partners in the business...I realised,after the Family Reunion function...We all got to know each other more...And the Fun of building this business together although we are sidelines...~~

Time really helps...Well,maybe you may know that am having some emotional problem over some stuff recently...But,after all busy-ness studying...After all busy-ness here and there...Am not taking this matter so seriously anymore...Perhaps,he had made the right move... ^^ Thanks!

Coming paper is on the 2nd...~Operations Management...Hurmp...No matter what...I need work it out!Its hard to start on it...But,I'll still gotta do ittttt~~

Stay Positive is the key!!! ^^

MeeeeEEeeee~~

Ermm...Exam made me wanna camwhoreee....WakakaxxXX~~Anyhow,some pictures below are my original picx without editing~~LOL~~ ^^

Forgive me for my crazinesssss~~~

While waiting for Julius~

In Julius' car...~Waiting for him again~~

Lagiii~~

At Foh Yuen-Vegetarian Restaurant~

Bloobbb~~Bloobb~~

Dunnoooo~

The Entrepreneurship paper is finally over...~But,I did not do good again~I'm so gonna resit next semester...I dunno why is my head blank the whole morning...So so blurrr...~Its not that I did not

concentrate in my studies...But...Why am I blanked??

I'm actually very disappointed with myself...Another paper gone~I've got a strong feeling as 60% that am not gonna make through it~

Been told not to think bout it but to move forward...I know this is the thing that I really need to do...~But why is it things that holds me back?I'm tired...I'm restless...~

These few days,Moses they all are at my home...Studying~Now they are at their own home le...I cooked dinner this evening~Well,cooking dinner made me happy a little~ ^^

ZS came by just now to get his nutrition~We chatted awhile but cox his car was blocking my neighbor's car...So he gotta leave...~ :)

Anyhow,life still goes on~

**AM I THAT IRRITATING?**

Nitex!

Hittinnnggg theee B-E-D now~~~

Nitex!

I'm feelin' Crappy~

Till now am not able to complete studying Entrepreneurship~Was not as easy thought...Is difficult beyond description...I would say~~

Will I be able to complete studying it?Will I be able to answer the paper tomoro?Am counting down now...How many hours left for the paper?

I'm alittle depressed now...I needed accompany to study with now...

Arrgghhhh~~i'm so gonna go crazy now..............

Tiredddd~

I wonder what did I do to made this happened?--(Got nothing to do with the studies...Anyhow...Just let me crapppp....Cox...I feel so craappyyy nowww...~)

a Short oNe~

Another morning to carry on with the notes~After a night of resting + relaxation...Its time to get back to work...

Hurmpp...Why do I suddenly think of this person?Saw in his FB that he got hit by a car(not sure if its serious)...But,I dunno how to show my concern...Becox,I feel that...There's whole lot of people that cares for him...Anyhow...Nothing else to think bout him...~ :3

I added Rix and Yu Mein in FB~~~My old old neighbourrrr~~~There are looking fineee~~Yu Mein is in Form5 already~~Time fliesss~~Am missing the moments where we always hang out together there at their home...Having the Haegen Daezze ice-cream~~ ^^

Hurmp...Okay...Its time again...Back to work eMiLy~~~ES!!!

Missing you all out there...

My Studying Condition~

My studying place have been changing from one to another...Well,why only this semester I realized that an environment is very important?Check out the places of my revision~~

Anyhow,my first paper today didn't went on well...Simply because of the sleep that am lacking of~Perhaps,I just need to focus more and it'll be done accordingly?? ^^

But,thanks to Kevin for asking Julius to Pasar Malam~So,we spent our night there...With much enjoyment with them...

At Fun Taipei,Wangsa Maju~Dinner before Revision~

Moses was asleep for awhile~ XD

Looks Yummy?Its my Dinner~

My stuff~

The Bill~~

At Anny's house~Her Companion for the night~~

Boredom of studying~~So...Took a pic looo~~

Its Passion Fruit~XD...First time seeing the real fruit~

Lastly,my room~~

Its just so nice to have Po-ohs with me~~

My messy room~~OOpssss~

Jia Jun**Me**Our Tired Look~~

1st Paper~

1st paper moro~~

Its been a semester away since sitting for finals~~Err...Wait...I resit last semester too right??Yaaaa~I did~~

Anyhow...All the best to all...~~

We'll be speaking moral tomoro...~~LOL~~

God Blesssss~~!

UpdatesssS~

Hurmp...It wasn't as bad as thought tho...

Anyhow...I'm still in the process of studying the notes...Stuffing them into my head then pushing it all out on the day of exam...I wonder if I can really do so...~

Suddenly...Misses alot of things~Onli one day over here in Genting Kelang...And am missing all my Pooh+Doraemon+Pinky companions on my bed...I wanna hug them alll~~~

Will be leaving GK in awhile...Tomoro will be my 1st paper already...~Its another whole new different feeling altogether this exam period...~I'm glad that my home can be a place for people to study~~ ^^...

Another Semester to go...~Then...No more studying like now lerr...Well...Maybe,I said maybe...If I can go to UK then probably...Studying(Revising) there will be another different experience again?? ^^...

Environment is a very important thing~Right?Get the right one to get your things done~

However,am still thinking of it again~

Anyway,gotta spend my day to the fullest today~~Studying Moral+Entrepreneurship~~Huhu~~

All the best ya~~

xoxo~

Crazy alittle Here~~ XD

Hurmp........Finally came to realise that....I need to change~My thinking.........The way I think things~~LOL~~

Anyhow,am now in Anny's house....Still awake cox I was asleep just now.......Gotta be continuing studying in one more minute.....After this bloggy blog....LOL~~

Juniors' very 1st paper in 6 hours' time......And....Its Hubungan Etnik~

Jia You le lllaaaa~~~

My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go
And if you're faced with the choice and you have to choose
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you

And if one door opens to another door closed
I hope you keep on walkin' ?til you find the window
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile
But more than anything, more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish

I hope you never look back but you never forget
All the ones who love you and the place you left
I hope you always forgive and you never regret
And you help somebody every chance you get

Oh, you'd find God's grace in every mistake
And always give more than you take
But more than anything, yeah more than anything

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish, yeah yeah

My wish for you
Is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small
You never need to carry more than you can hold

And while you're out there gettin' where you're gettin' to
I hope you know somebody loves you
And wants the same things too
Yeah, this is my wish
(My wish for you)

This is my wish
(My wish for you)
I hope you know somebody loves you
(My wish for you)
May all your dreams stay big
(My wish for you)

Maybe,its still me~

Maybe its still me...~~

Finals is coming nearer as time pass...~

Managed to study a little in the library in the noon...~

Continued some in the evening with the juniors at my home...~

Anyhow...I wish to have a clear mind...~

All the best people!

《稻香》

Am Lost but Now Am Found...

I'm lost but now am found~

Its been a long time since I went to Good Shepherd's Church...Stepping in gave me a whole different feeling...~I felt at home...Don't ask me why but that's it...

Today's missal really spoke directly to my heart...All these while...I cared too much on how people think bout me...How people judge me...I totally forgotten those are not as important...I'm special... =)...In God's eyes...I'm the special one!

But,I always failed to see that in me...Always failed to feel special...Always failed to feel beautiful with myself...I need to love myself more...!Don't torture my mind anymore...~

Yes~Like what Father said...Life is difficult...Its bitter...Its hard...

Sometimes,I felt like giving up...A lot of courage needed to give up too...Till then I realized...Why don't I use the courage to keep me going?

Yesday was the last day for Project Eagle 2010...I've graduated...But,unfortunately...The graduation day clashes with CSS Annual Camp...I might probably need to come back earlier myself on Sunday~I know am missing the whole opportunity being together with CSS...

Well,maybe...Looking at the bright side...Everything happens for a reason...Right?Perhaps,it reminds me that both are equally important! ^^

What we think determines what we do...~So act positively...! ^^...

The journey begins today where all Eagles need to start--Soaring High!

All the best to all Eagles! (^.^)

You Decorated My Life...~

All my life was a paper once plain, pure and white
Till you moved with your pen changin' moods now and then
Till the balance was right
Then you added some music, ev'ry note was in place
And anybody could see all the changes in me by the look on my face

And you decorated my life, created a world where dreams area apart
And you decorated my life by paintin' your love all over my heart
You decorated my life

Like a rhyme with no reason in an unfinished song
There was no harmony life meant nothin' to me, until you cam along
And you brought out the colors, what a gentle surprise
Now I'm able to see all the things life can be shinin' soft in your eyes

And you decorated my life, created a world where dreams are a part
And you decorated my life by paintin' your love all over my heart
You decorated my life

LoneRanger Was Not As Bad As Thought~ :)

Life have been great these days...

But emotionally not that great tho~~

Hurmpp...Maybe its just me again...~~Always been me...And Me...Thinking wholesomely so many things that can actually kill my thoughts~~

Went back to Sban yesday evening...Headed back to KL this afternoon...~~Had a short,real short time at home...Anyhow..I managed to get things done in Seremban so...I did spent my time well... ^^

Seremban-KL bus just needs to stop at Hang Tuah larrr...Ishh~~So so inconvenient...And...The ear phone I bought have got a little problem so I walked to Low Yat to get it fixed...Went to Sg Wang to hunt for prezzies...

I felt so so bad + emo when I got down from the bus cox thinking that I need to be alone for some time till evening...And errr...Partly also because...I just woke up from the nap in the bus?

Well...1st time witnessing Muslims praying at the mosque and...1st time witnessing them coming out all at once from the mosque...Can you imagine??Its like THOUSANDS OF THEM...~~I was walking pass them...And...Suddenly...I felt like a Malay too...WakakaxxXX...*Joking*

Erm.......Wasn't as bad as I thought...At least...I managed to hunt for the prezzie after moving up higher to level 3 in Sg Wang...~~Ermm...It was his birthday last Friday...But still got his present pending...Cox I didn't have time to look out for it~~Hope he will like it...~~

Gotta go study in awhile...Am hungry....~~I need food~~LOL~~

Oohh yaaa~~The milk in the fridge spoilt...--Fermented already...SOBX!No more Koko Krunch with milk anymore...But...I bought myself Bananas + Oranges...LOL~~ XD

Never the Same again~

Its never the same anymore~~

What is it that I can do to own it back?

Bla~~

Have been going to the Old Town to study these days...With who?Julius,Jia Jun and Moses...~Well,did I managed to concentrate on what I've studied?

So many things still running in my mind...~Society's camp...Meeting up with the committees...Aiyaiyai~~But,I shall still carry on no matter what eh??Opppsss...I'm complaining again~~XD...And...Am gonna be working together with another EMO President...Wowww~~What A Challenge AGAIN~~~

Well,Mommy and Daddy pun x sihat these days...Maybe,because...Age is catching up and they needed more care...~Well...

Time have been passing very very fast...Gotta do what I need to do...~

I've been good these days...LOL~~How good?Dunnooo arr...Perhaps...I din on my lappy for 5 days??WakakaxxXX~~Whatever...~I just came up here to bllaaa a lil...~~

Cox...........

I HEART my new bloggy blog background~~~HahahaxxXX~~~ XD

Happy Studying~

HAPPY STUDYING,ALL~~

^^

Gotta Me Happy Again~~

Days passed again...Its normal eh?Days do pass by...Hurmp...

Wanna ask how am I?I guess...I'm pretty fine here...Feeling much better now...As,I try not to think so much...~ ^^...I did not regret going to Pase Meeting,Team Meeting and Project Eagle...Thanks Chong V for the advise...~ ^^...

Looking back...Perhaps,there really alot of things that I need to take care of...Mom will be going to the hospital later as she didn't get herself admit the other day~ =)...

Time is getting lesser and lesser...Erm...Alot more to study~~ XD...WakakaxxXX~~By the way,ZS Yap is still not welll....Hurmp.......He insist to go consult the doctor......Anyhow,my care remains as friend's care... ^^...Cheers~~

I fell in love with many many songs these days........

eMiLy is gotta be cheerful again~~ =D

Thank You!

I've made many people worried bout me these days...Asking me what happened...Why am I like this...?

I appreciates it!Many people told me many many things...I've got to use my own judgement...Maybe,I should not only look at the negative side but also on the positive one...I see the importance of friendship...

I would say...I was really sad over it...Making people unhappy as well...But,then I realize something...

Thank you for all you have done...Whatever is it...I'll lift them all to GOD to see what is right and what is good for me...I don't know if we can still be how we were last time...But,I'll not be forceful...

I've been selfish wanting to know what is the matter behind it...Although,now is not the right time to do so as exams are coming...

Anyhow,I hope you'll be able to concentrate in your studies and as well in everything else you did...You did not hurt me but made me realize...Thank You! =)

All the best! ^^

I'm Sorry!

I finally got to know what the problem is...Merely is because me...I now tend to realized that,being too caring,being too over in everything done is a danger!

I've hurt people around me...I've hurt him,her,them, and me myself...If I could realize this at the very early moment...This will not happen...

I don't know what is it that is in my mind...

Maybe,we need time...Time would probably help ease the pain...Hopefully,it will~~

I suddenly felt like going home........I called Chong V...He spoke to me for a long time...

I felt better now...........

I wanna say~~~I'm really SORRY for the sadness I've brought to you both......

Hoping For d Best!

Another day had passed me by.........

ZS didn't come to class yesday...Cox he was unwell...The msg he replied me at first was weird...But,till then...Thong told me that he is sick le...He went to Henry's house after reaching college...He came to my hse at night to get his nutrition...I was shock to see his face so sick...~He didn't even switch on the car air-con and he felt cold...

After that,Thong told me that...He went to take care of Zhao Yuen that had Dengue fever that day~I didn't know it was him...I though it was a girl that he took care of...Anyhow...That is not the main thing...

ZS have no energy to talk on the phone also...I called him but didn't ask him much...Just ask him to drink more water...Hopefully,he is fine...Its hard for me to know his condition as he is staying far away and I can't be contacting him often as he needs to rest...

Anyhow,I've said that I wanna let go already...Yesday was the day that I decided to let it go...

I cried last night while talking to Jia Jun~Tears just flow out...I'm scared of losing...Losing the friendship...Maybe,its just me the one that think too much again~~Its always been me...........~~(Its another problem that I need to settle)

Me~~Me~~~And Me~~~~~~

Am hoping for the best!!!

Here~

Its been days that am away from my bloggy blog...

Well,once again...Many many things happened to me...My life...

Life have not been easy these days...I've been running out of energy doing this,that...No choice but to continue with what am doing~

Many things ran in and out of my mind...Is it or is it not?I don't know!I really don't know...I've been emo these 2 days...I've tried ways to cheer myself up but seems like...I've failed...

I'm slowly trying to let go since there is no results of what am doing~...Maybe,being frens still the best?I'll leave it up to GOD to decide which is best for me...And of cox,there's another thing that bothering me...But,its just out of my control...

I've got too many failure these days...Tired...Real tired!

I cried alone in my room last night at 2.30am...1st time crying in KL till have sound........I really wished someone is here to lend me the shoulder.........All I have that time were my Winnie The Pooh...~Friends were all asleep.........

Mom will be going to the hospital tomoro for the check up...Hopefully,her report is fine!I need more energy and faith to help me through what am doing now......Especially support!

It's been a year back since it happened.....I wish I could turn back the time..........It was all my fault that all this happened...........I'm truly sorry!How could I speak to you?Am I bugging too much on you?

Somethin' to blog bout~~

Erm...What to say bout these days??I've not been back in Seremban for almost a month..I'm effing mssing home~Finally got home after so long...And,Home is still the best place to be...~Although,you kow...Mom still nags bout her...LOL~But...Its still home...

When I reached home...Dad reached home too...^^..He bought lotsa dumplings...That made me happy~~WakakaxxXX~Cox,I love dumpling muchie much~ XD...Then Mummy cooked my favourite dish plus soup~So so lovelyyyyy~~

I almost forgotten bout the interview with Diamond Daniel and Candice that day~Anyhow...I still went back to Seremban although I could only spend less than 24 hours there in my home~ ^^

Mangga Busuk have not been home for a long time too...He is oso effing missing home~LOL~Dad askd to do gardening with him that day when am back...Wihout changing my clothes...LOL~Helped him till 7pm...Well...Gardening is not something we like doing at home...Especially with my dad~WakakaxxXX...~But surprisingly...I did not grumble but had a great time doing it with him~ =)

Being in the BWW environment...~Made me a different person~I may not be as good in studies...But,I've learned alot of life values...Especially Family values... ^^

Bout Project Eagle that day~Me and Ye Mein back up for the Book Presentation~Cox,last minute...He couldn't come~We just simply hantam...But still got praises...LOL~~Bangga nyerrr~~Both of us plus Timothy got the highest for the phone war...Were asked to share in front~WakakaxxXX~~

Goal Setting that day too~Eagle's Vow in front of April and Chong V~~Huhuhu~~Diamond in year 2014!Hopefully,I can make it!And,I can fulfill my dreams with my family~~~~!!! ^^

Have got 8 appointments this week...Plus Palm Analyzer class...So,am full packed with activities this week~~Hurmppp~~Wish to complete all my things anddddd............GO DIAMOND!!! =D