Why Do I Always Screw Things Up?

Its been a long time ever since I posted~ Holidays have been great...Was enjoying it much~Being at home made me felt so blessed~

I came back last night to KL~Looking back at my schedule...I could feel the stress already~There's just too much to be done for me?Is it that am too ambitious in getting many things done at a time?And at the end,I screw up things?

I always fails in prioritizing things~Always dunno which should come first?Which second?And at the end...I'll make people unhappy?Is that really me?This is how life should be?I felt that,I've got to diversify a lot and till,I've neglected many things in life...~

I've made people unhappy,sad,angry.......I know my sorry wouldn't mean much because,I've made the matter arise...

Is it that am too greedy?Wanting this and that at the same time?

I used to tell myself,I'll try my best to not screw up this but...This is what I did most of the time....

There's another thing that is bothering me now...I'm still thinking whether its a should or should not~~~Whether,its a will be or will not be??I needed much courage in doing this...No easy...~Somehow,I'll cherish every moment now...Hoping things would fall in place...Shall I let GOD decide?

Each time when I feel its possible,it became impossible~~I really need to have myself prepared if at the end of the day...What is the results or outcome gonna be?

I'm still Here~~ ^^

I'll be heading out now to hunt for the angel~ ^^

Its just the Beginning~

Where have I been these days?Hurmpp...No where but here...Still on earth...Were struggling for the papers last few days...

Somehow...The 2 weeks had ended...And,its already ended...~You wouldn't wanna ask me how I did for my exam~~Well...Past is Past...No point talking it over again~~

Anyhow,exam have ended but the beginning of everything is starting~

How ridiculous is it to receive a message even before me coming out from my exam~It was my friend that said she was super bored!Ask me where I wanna go after my exam~LOL~~1st time doing this...

Slept for 4 hours-Sat for 3 hours paper-Headed home-To Sg Wang-Back home at 10pm-To Julius home till 4am...

Erm...That was how I spent the very hours of my holiday~Was wholesome tiring but...Something extraordinary that I did...I would say~~

This noon~Went to KLCC for book fair...~Erm...I was kinda annoyed...Due to some reasons...Cox,I didn't force her to go...And she went...Now,she complaints bout BOOKS~~OMG~~

However,I managed to get myself a book~~ ^^ Its not easy to get one especially,you need to consider so much on the price...You know...Good books are expensive!LOL~~

The one I bought was RM29.90...And,it made me forgone 2 things that I wanted to buy...At the end...I put them back to where they belonged...Huhu~~

Why titled as-- Its just the Beginning?Because,I've got lotsa things to be done during this break~~Fully utilizing them...Hope to come out best with the holidays~~ ^^

Anddddd.......~~ Happy Holidays TARCians~~ :)

Tangan Gatal saje~~

What bout the day?

Nothing much happened today,just that I "tangan gatal" wanna blog saja...~Erm...My junior's punyerrr paper all over dy...Then can sms me and tell me some more...How kind eh??LOLzZZ~~

One thing I wanna say...I'm super gaining weight lurh...Eating like no body's business...LOL~Especially when I sleeps late these days due to the examsssss...Yaaa~Blame it on the exam...Haha~~

You know after being so hyper with juniors n frens around...Tiba-tiba am left alone at home...Some kind of emo feeling will surely pass me by...So,I've decided to head back to Seremban tomoro with my Mangga Busuk...Since he is going back tomoro so why not hop on his car??Xixi~

Will be meeting him at Bukit Jalil tonight cox its Tessla's Pre-Birthday celebration...Will be with the Loveliesss again tonight...Yayyy~~And there I'll be eating again...Huhu~~Eating Fiesta for me...

I'm suddenly missing something...Know what??My little doggie that I used to have last time...It was given away...I wonder if she is still here....Huhu~~

感恩，就会永久。。。

Why did I insisted to go PJ while exam is the next day?Well,because its the Appreciation Night where I feel 感恩 is something really important in life...It was a great night where we really spoke out our hearts in thanking our Uplines...

I don't know how and what people think about Amway and Britt Worlwide...But,this is a place where I found myself transformed...Maybe still not a lot of changes yet but at least I learned alot about Family,Life,Personal Values...

Its like a Family that we are building this business together...We have Our Goal to Set,We have Our Dreams to Be Achieved...!Its not all about selling,buying...Toothpaste,Shampoo business...Here is a real worthwhile place to be in...

When we the candle was handed over to me last night for the thanking speech...I was about to have teary eyes...Because,the amount of help,advise,support,spirit in me are beyond description...Words they say are just as powerful...They didn't give up on me when I didn't have any results...They kept me going...They did not left me alone...

谢谢你们，Wee Chien, Chong V, April&Edward 和 Ken Lee & Carmen Goh!

I will always remember all that you all have done!

Wanna Say...I've got alot to SAY~~Xixi~~

I wanna sayyyy.......

I've got alot to post later after my paper at 9am.......

I've got so much to sayyyy~~Xixi~~

Anyhow....One more to go at 9am.......

All the best to meeeeee~~~ ^^