Counting down~ Few more days am gonna start work already. Am kinda happy, kick some ass! Cox, am gonna have the ability! I'm gonna fully utilize what I have so that I do waste resources. :)
But somehow, am not in the right mood now. Don't ask me why cox I really do not know why. This is the worst part when you do not why you're unhappy for.
Why? Why? Why? I memang dunno why~ Haix!
Saturday, April 30, 2011
Thursday, April 28, 2011
Temporary?
Looking back at my previous post. I realized, there's just too many tired-ness around me. And, for real Life Have Been Tiring these days. My fren said "Cool lar you, can always travel here and there." LOL! You should try this man! No joke! HAHA!
Am getting nearer to kick start the new life of mine. Not a reborn or anything. But, a brand new environment and place am gonna be in. Once again, I've got to learn how to cope living with people. How to deal with problems. Its not gonna be something super hard nor super easy. But, look at the bright side! ^^
People tend to ask when they know that I'm gonna start work in KL "Where are you gonna be working at? As what ar?" Then I would reply "Will be working at ACE Synergy, as a Temporary Staff". Erm. I somehow do not have a good feeling telling people "Temporary Staff" tho.
Anyhow, I wish these will all be temporary cox I want a permanent job! ^^
All I could do now is to perform the best that I could and work on well to get another better offer, perhaps!
Till then! I really need to get a good sleep tonight cox, I've not been sleeping well these days! :)
Am getting nearer to kick start the new life of mine. Not a reborn or anything. But, a brand new environment and place am gonna be in. Once again, I've got to learn how to cope living with people. How to deal with problems. Its not gonna be something super hard nor super easy. But, look at the bright side! ^^
People tend to ask when they know that I'm gonna start work in KL "Where are you gonna be working at? As what ar?" Then I would reply "Will be working at ACE Synergy, as a Temporary Staff". Erm. I somehow do not have a good feeling telling people "Temporary Staff" tho.
Anyhow, I wish these will all be temporary cox I want a permanent job! ^^
All I could do now is to perform the best that I could and work on well to get another better offer, perhaps!
Till then! I really need to get a good sleep tonight cox, I've not been sleeping well these days! :)
Tuesday, April 26, 2011
Tired~
Tiredness is there waiting at my door. Am having headache now. My dad said wanna buy the Home Alarm. But now, he want me and my brother to share out the payment. Well, its not that I dun want to do it. but, am still planning on my financial condition. As am only starting to work next month. Walao~ i've already got debts to pay? How cool? I need to pay for my PTPTN Loan, pressure cooker, Home Alarm and soon, we'll need to get the cartridge filter.
When I thought of all this. Only thing that came to my mind is AMWAY~! I can only use this method to help me earn more living! ^^
Life isn't that easy anymore. Unlike in college. No worries for financial. Thank God that I did not want to go UK.
Sometimes, talking to my own dad i just as tiring man! I've trained to the maximum level of PATIENCE at home! ^^
When I thought of all this. Only thing that came to my mind is AMWAY~! I can only use this method to help me earn more living! ^^
Life isn't that easy anymore. Unlike in college. No worries for financial. Thank God that I did not want to go UK.
Sometimes, talking to my own dad i just as tiring man! I've trained to the maximum level of PATIENCE at home! ^^
Stories to Tell~
Well, its been like a week off from my bloggy blog again. What happened the past days? Lotsa things to blog about. Lotsa things to describe about. Wait~ Let me list them out :
Well, the above were the things that I wanna roughly blog them out. Mind to go thru it?
Hurmp. Before I went up to KL on Wednesday morning. I got a call from the company called LB Aluminium which I kinda dislike the company. LOL! And, Amirah told me that "Emily~ You're hired!". Tahaha! Boo! So sorry but I've already promised my ex-colleague named Estee on attending the interview in KL. So? I've declined the offer! Yayy!
Bout my Facebook friend~ Hurmp. The both of them are 3 years younger than me. Well, maybe am just treating them as little brother of mine. :D I did went out with them. Kinda know their characteristics. But, somehow I do not have the right to judge them, you think so? Although, they do not really portray the character that I like. But, they are just my friends! :) Aren't my boyfriends~LOL!
Went watch Justin Bieber with Kevin Thomas. And, "GREAT LARRR~ I suka sama Justin Bieber la! Macam mana nie?" HA! Erm, one thing bout hanging out with them. Its just cool and nice cox, my mentality somehow goes to their level and I can act like a kid once again! This is something I wanted tho. Cox, I felt I've got too much stressed over my life! Hurmp. Maybe, these are good stress?
Interview~ It of cox went of super fine! And, I got the job the next day! Tahaha! Hurmp. I have good feelings for the company and I seriously hope this is a true feeling! Erm. Well, rushing for the interview wasn't something good but, I managed to get there on time! Cheers!
Things at home~ Well, family have always been happy these days. Mom and Dad weren't really happy with me going to work in KL! Frankly, who will not want to stay at their own home where they can save on their expenses? Actually, am given a choice to do so. But, erm, this is not what I wanted for this moment. I want learn to stand up again if I falls. Sounded weird right? But that's me! :) I don't want to lead a happy go lucky life NOW and at the end, I end up SOUR! Get me?
Things bout me? Dad had a talk with me just now. All these while, I have been thinking of things that he thought. But, he do not know bout it! He struggles. I know! That is why, I did not wanna go UK! He is tired! I know too! But, what are the things that I could do to help? All I could think of, is the business that am doing! Once again I would say, what am doing is no easy! I can choose to do what I love doing! But, these will not help me in my 5 years to come!
Dad does not encourage me in doing what am doing! But, he supports me indirectly, I know! ^^ Thanks Dad! There's no who is right or who is wrong in the family. Because everybody plays a role. So have I played my role at home? :)
3rd of May will be the day. A new start from me. Leaving myself of from the college mindset! Life will not be easy when I start work! But, at least, I go thru this struggle and I know how to handle when the next one comes! ^^ Cool?
1) JOB!
2) FB Friend (Kevin & Eriz)
3) Justin Bieber
4) Interview
5) Things at home
6) Finally, bout me!
Well, the above were the things that I wanna roughly blog them out. Mind to go thru it?
Hurmp. Before I went up to KL on Wednesday morning. I got a call from the company called LB Aluminium which I kinda dislike the company. LOL! And, Amirah told me that "Emily~ You're hired!". Tahaha! Boo! So sorry but I've already promised my ex-colleague named Estee on attending the interview in KL. So? I've declined the offer! Yayy!
Bout my Facebook friend~ Hurmp. The both of them are 3 years younger than me. Well, maybe am just treating them as little brother of mine. :D I did went out with them. Kinda know their characteristics. But, somehow I do not have the right to judge them, you think so? Although, they do not really portray the character that I like. But, they are just my friends! :) Aren't my boyfriends~LOL!
Went watch Justin Bieber with Kevin Thomas. And, "GREAT LARRR~ I suka sama Justin Bieber la! Macam mana nie?" HA! Erm, one thing bout hanging out with them. Its just cool and nice cox, my mentality somehow goes to their level and I can act like a kid once again! This is something I wanted tho. Cox, I felt I've got too much stressed over my life! Hurmp. Maybe, these are good stress?
Interview~ It of cox went of super fine! And, I got the job the next day! Tahaha! Hurmp. I have good feelings for the company and I seriously hope this is a true feeling! Erm. Well, rushing for the interview wasn't something good but, I managed to get there on time! Cheers!
Things at home~ Well, family have always been happy these days. Mom and Dad weren't really happy with me going to work in KL! Frankly, who will not want to stay at their own home where they can save on their expenses? Actually, am given a choice to do so. But, erm, this is not what I wanted for this moment. I want learn to stand up again if I falls. Sounded weird right? But that's me! :) I don't want to lead a happy go lucky life NOW and at the end, I end up SOUR! Get me?
Things bout me? Dad had a talk with me just now. All these while, I have been thinking of things that he thought. But, he do not know bout it! He struggles. I know! That is why, I did not wanna go UK! He is tired! I know too! But, what are the things that I could do to help? All I could think of, is the business that am doing! Once again I would say, what am doing is no easy! I can choose to do what I love doing! But, these will not help me in my 5 years to come!
Dad does not encourage me in doing what am doing! But, he supports me indirectly, I know! ^^ Thanks Dad! There's no who is right or who is wrong in the family. Because everybody plays a role. So have I played my role at home? :)
3rd of May will be the day. A new start from me. Leaving myself of from the college mindset! Life will not be easy when I start work! But, at least, I go thru this struggle and I know how to handle when the next one comes! ^^ Cool?
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Updates!
Interview is supposed to be tomoro but. Its on Thursday now. Know what? Sometimes, plans will not always go according to plans! Shitty right? Aikx.
Thought of getting my interview done tomoro then I can bring my people to the HQ tomoro. Now, I need to do that tomoro.
Well, really hope that this Thursday's interview will be a successful one! I really wanna start working! I cannot stay jobless at home anymore cox, my aunty is like one kind dy now. I dunno why but she seemed to act differently. Maybe it was me being too sensitive.
Anyhow, I've not been so cheerful these days. And, I hope this will end soon! I want my cheerful expression back again! ^^
Monday, April 18, 2011
Done?
Hurmp... Thoughts and wonders. The one of going to Q-dees had come to an end. Everyone seemed to be disagree-ing with it. So, fine then. I put it a NO!
LB called me again this morning. Bla bla bla. Have this job. Wants me to go for interview this that. Didn't even ask me if I'm still available for job. LOL! I finally declined!
Anyhow, I'll be going for an interview this Wednesday. And KL is like my second home. Travels here more than once a week! Woooo~ This is simply tiring!
But anyhow, another thing for me to settle 1st then get on to another. This may not be the job I would really want but, I will try it 1st. Get some experience and get moving! ^^
No doubt, I didn't feel good the past days. Thinking and pondering bout it. But, now I think I'm getting it settled down already! ^^ Thank GOD for answering my prayer! AMEN!
LB called me again this morning. Bla bla bla. Have this job. Wants me to go for interview this that. Didn't even ask me if I'm still available for job. LOL! I finally declined!
Anyhow, I'll be going for an interview this Wednesday. And KL is like my second home. Travels here more than once a week! Woooo~ This is simply tiring!
But anyhow, another thing for me to settle 1st then get on to another. This may not be the job I would really want but, I will try it 1st. Get some experience and get moving! ^^
No doubt, I didn't feel good the past days. Thinking and pondering bout it. But, now I think I'm getting it settled down already! ^^ Thank GOD for answering my prayer! AMEN!
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Cracking My Head!
I'm back to TQG last night. A whole brand new place to be in. It took me 3 hours to reach PJ. Was kinda tiring tho. But, being there was just so energetic again.
I managed to speak to April last night. And she really want me to go work there at her kindergarten. Salary is kinda low there. That somehow made me think, how to survive with the amount? But, I cannot be too selfish asking for too much as, that is the max amount that Q-dees can give.
Another part of me, said 'Why think so much,just get on to it and try! As, just thinking will not give you any solution!'. Which, I've decided the second thought of mine.
April found a room that charges RM200. She will help me look at it moro. But problem is here, who will be paying for the room? :) Edward did spoke to me in the car in the noon. What he said is true! All decisions depends on me. I need to be honest to my parents. I know they somehow wanted me much to be in their team but, they still want the best for me that is to follow my parents if they really disagree.
Dear readers, I do not know how and what I show decide when it comes to this. This is really the time I need to decide for my future.Why is it that people only work and do not think on so many things but yet, I need to? Others can just 'Oh, work? Okay ar. Salary ok ar? Okay lo! Start work!'. But why do I need to crack my head so so much?
I managed to speak to April last night. And she really want me to go work there at her kindergarten. Salary is kinda low there. That somehow made me think, how to survive with the amount? But, I cannot be too selfish asking for too much as, that is the max amount that Q-dees can give.
Another part of me, said 'Why think so much,just get on to it and try! As, just thinking will not give you any solution!'. Which, I've decided the second thought of mine.
April found a room that charges RM200. She will help me look at it moro. But problem is here, who will be paying for the room? :) Edward did spoke to me in the car in the noon. What he said is true! All decisions depends on me. I need to be honest to my parents. I know they somehow wanted me much to be in their team but, they still want the best for me that is to follow my parents if they really disagree.
Dear readers, I do not know how and what I show decide when it comes to this. This is really the time I need to decide for my future.Why is it that people only work and do not think on so many things but yet, I need to? Others can just 'Oh, work? Okay ar. Salary ok ar? Okay lo! Start work!'. But why do I need to crack my head so so much?
Friday, April 15, 2011
No Doubt! ^^
Have been wondering if the decision I made will be the right one? But, this just came thru my mind just now. As I have decided, I should doubt over it anymore. This is my decision. If anything does not go according to place. I have to be responsible for it. :)
April wants me to start work on Monday. But that is kinda rush for me tho. Plus I have appointments on Monday and Tuesday. So, gotta make sure that I get all my things done then get it started! ^^
April wants me to start work on Monday. But that is kinda rush for me tho. Plus I have appointments on Monday and Tuesday. So, gotta make sure that I get all my things done then get it started! ^^
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Current Life~
Life have always been busy ever since I'm back here in Seremban~ Life have been tiring too. Have been running up and down KL. Have been preparing for exams. Have been staying up till late night just to get my revisions done. I immediately rushed for the DAS right after my exam. And, I almost got out of breath.
I'm kinda confused again these days. I've learned alot during the DAS. I managed to see alot of things about my future up the hill. And, I managed to get top 15 among the 70+ participants there. LOL! But, I did not get any prize. BUT, our team managed to get the 1st prize! How cool is that?!
Anyway, there is a one thing that bothers me kinda much these few days. To work at Klang or NOT to work at Klang? Looks like, April's family kinda want me to go work for them. They even said that, they search me a room so that I do not need to live alone at the kindergarten.
Yesterday, I finally made up my mind. I want to give it a try! Well, there are people that agreed and disagreed with my decision. The biggest objection that is from my family. I know of the good and bad consequences.
And then, this morning I got a call from Estee telling me that there's jobs available. I know GOD have been answering my prayers. As I did ask him to tell me and prepare me the way. But 2 things arrived at the same time. Which is which now? I got lost myself.
I'm kinda confused again these days. I've learned alot during the DAS. I managed to see alot of things about my future up the hill. And, I managed to get top 15 among the 70+ participants there. LOL! But, I did not get any prize. BUT, our team managed to get the 1st prize! How cool is that?!
Anyway, there is a one thing that bothers me kinda much these few days. To work at Klang or NOT to work at Klang? Looks like, April's family kinda want me to go work for them. They even said that, they search me a room so that I do not need to live alone at the kindergarten.
Yesterday, I finally made up my mind. I want to give it a try! Well, there are people that agreed and disagreed with my decision. The biggest objection that is from my family. I know of the good and bad consequences.
And then, this morning I got a call from Estee telling me that there's jobs available. I know GOD have been answering my prayers. As I did ask him to tell me and prepare me the way. But 2 things arrived at the same time. Which is which now? I got lost myself.
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