Something Different

Erm...Finally JESUS' birthday had arrived!This year's Xmas is something quite different from the previous one I had.Only this year that I truly understand the TRUE meaning of Xmas.All the while,Santa Clause and Xmas party is all I think about.But after I went to Michael's place for the Xmas party,it was all a different kind of thing that I used to see Xmas is.Tomorow is my first ever time stepping out from Malaysia...HahahaxxxXX...To where???Erm....Just to Malaysia's neighbour lo....YEap...Its Singapore lo....WakakaxxXXX....Ermm...Peaceful Xmas is coming back to me again!I hope that everything will turn out to be REAL FINE!!!.Maybe i really need to learn to wipe off the past and start my life anew!Hurmp...Out of a sudden,I fell like I'm gonna miss everyone in Malaysia.Although its just a 3 days holiday in Singapore.But i'm going to live without my hp for 3 days....aikz!!!

I WILL MISS YOU ALL!!!!
MERRY XMAS MY FRIENDS!!!!
HAVE A BLESSED HOLIDAY!!!
LOVE YOU ALL!!!!
DON'T FORGET TO MISS ME WHEN I'M AWAY!!!

Please Go AWAY!

If there's someone that can really understand how I feel now!!My brother just called...Saying that he is admmitted to the hospital!I just want these things to go away!!!I had enough of all this thing!!!All I want is just a PEACEFUL XMAS!!!I'm just can't stop bursting out into tears!After looking back at all that had happened!!!I'm stressful!I'm tired!Things seemed to be happening over and over again!How can someone help me??Is this all my life is about??Problems...Problems...And Problems??Each time I've stand up still to be strong...Things will come back to me again!!I'm just sick and tired!!!I wish that Problems can go away from me!!!HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need HELP!!!!I NEED YOU!!!!

Back To The Old Dursty LIFE!!Stress!!

I had my Economics test done!!Thank GOD!!I was very stressful over it!!Studies till tears roll down from my face.What happened to me??I've tried to control myself!But I can't!!I've FAILED to control myself again!!Headache!Headache!Am finally back in SEREMBAN.Didn't come back last week.So,ya...Am back...Sigh...Each time I come back from KL.There'll sure be stories...Stories that is not I DO NOT LIKE TO HEAR!!But I'm the only one at home that mom can throw her frustration to...So,i need to lend my her my ears.It had been a long time that i've not feel stressful over my family problems.But seems like my life is always like that.Nothing can change it.It's the FAH FAMILY INHERITANCE!!!CAN NEVER BE CHANGED!!What's wrong with everyone??I wish i can be a SUPERWOMAN that really help things to be better!!Can someone help me??XMAS is just one more week from now...I want a PEACEFUL XMAS!!I NEED YOU!!

Untitled...

I actually feel so much like blogging today but i don't know what should i name the title.I have not been blogging like for 2 weeks.Cox am really really busy with many many stuff.Assignment,Xmas Carols,Coursework etc etc.Well,I have been quite exhausted these days.But i supposed the tired-ness that i go through is all worth it.Because everything seemed to be going on smoothly.I feel that all is done is real worth it.
Hurmp....10th December 2008...Its a date that CSS members will always remember!Its our very first time performing on stage.Singing Xmas Carol so happily on the stage.We all really enjoyed ourselves there.Many people were they watching,snapping our photos,recording...Out of a sudden,I feel like i'm a SUPERSTAR..hahaha...Joke Joke...
Erm...Tomorow will be the Xmas Party at the orphanage dy.An event that we had planned for quite a long time.Pray that things will go on smoothly tomorow.Hope that we can make a difference in the little kids' life!!!*Winkz*