Please Go AWAY!

If there's someone that can really understand how I feel now!!My brother just called...Saying that he is admmitted to the hospital!I just want these things to go away!!!I had enough of all this thing!!!All I want is just a PEACEFUL XMAS!!!I'm just can't stop bursting out into tears!After looking back at all that had happened!!!I'm stressful!I'm tired!Things seemed to be happening over and over again!How can someone help me??Is this all my life is about??Problems...Problems...And Problems??Each time I've stand up still to be strong...Things will come back to me again!!I'm just sick and tired!!!I wish that Problems can go away from me!!!HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I need HELP!!!!I NEED YOU!!!!