Last English Class??

Speaking bout Wednesday...~~Erm...Last day of being tutored by Ms Wong Soo Har...Found that,this semester's lecturers are all great...Replaced English for Management today~~And so,she would really love that students to have response to her questions but just dunno why...We just DON'T ANSWER~~

I guess,that's the TARC culture...And something needs to be done...~~KakakaxxXX...I'll make the 1st move then...~~(>.<)

You know what??Sometimes,you can really make people's day by saying a simple "Thank You"...=)...That's what I did again today..."Ms Wong,Thanks alot~!"...And guess what she said??"Most welcome,Emily.You've been a good student!Take Care too and God Bless!"...Wow...Isn't that amazing??Where she made my day too...??KekekexxXX...

See...~~Just simple words can make people feel appreciated...So do it more often...^^...
Tomoro's the last lecture for the semester...So...People...??I planned to take photos with our coursemates...~~Want??No??No choice~~!!Am the Course Rep~~!!But I dun have "canggih" phone...~~But nvm...3.2 megapix...Still Fine...~~Fits all 60 students...

Untitled Again~?

Well...I've LOVE blogging~And I guess all of you knows it...Eh??Say YES!KakakaxxXX...But I'm always no good in naming my blog...As in what title it should be~~So does that mean am not creative enough??Hurmpp...~~I dunno...XD

Anyhow...Here are some random photos to be posted up...~~Actually,I'm supposed to post some of them long ago but...Erm...Due to some reason...I'm only posting it up now...^^

BB Bryan**M3

Kiddos playing in da Car~~KekekexxXX...Me one of them??

Ooppsssiiee...~~Emily SPOTTED~~!!

Its Edwin's 21st Birthday~~His Family~~Big eh??

Finally...The Birthday Boy~~He is The Childhood Friend of Mine...^^

Believe It Or Not??Edwin made this~~Bravo~~!!

Some Sesat-ed Photos...~~

Turning my ROOM into a Photostate Shop...~~KakakaxxXX...

All Done By My Canon MP-145...^^

I look weird with the MASK~!HahahaxxXX...

(I only wore it for 2hours~And the OFF it goes..~~I can hardly breathe~!!)

Bout d Day~~

Just after a cold bath...~I'm feeling FRESH~~But sleepy tho...Class was at 8am today...Onli 7 miserable students were in class...Many were sick...XD...Who??Chan Hwa,ZS and Jerry...Not well...You see Jerry walking around with mask...Aikx...Ke sian him...~~

Anyway,exam mass over dy...Today is my very 1st time being a Commentator in mass...Aikz...I wasn't very sure on the order tho...So was "gan cheong-ing" that time...HahahaxxXX...Father Patrick was the one conducting the mass...And "Use you brain" came out from his mouth again...HahahaxxXX...Anyhow,I still misses Father Chris tho...But,he is out from the Campus Ministry already...SAD!He can't give the talks for our CSS Annual Camp anymore...Very SAD!He is the coolest Father I've seen so far~~...But...Too BAD~~!!XD

What else to say bout the day??Erm...~~Ooh ya...~~Followed Julius and Edmund for their hair cut...And our "Er Ge" look different now lo...GagagaxxXX...So what did I do there??Hurmp...Watch lo...HahahaxxXX...

And one good news I would say...I've finallt passed my Management Economics le...Yayyy~~!!Thanks to those who kept saying "You'll pass la~~!"...GagagaxxXX...But some "markah kesian" from Miss Wong oso lo...KakakaxxXX...

House Meeting again tomoro lol...Yayy~~Incharge of the September news...Advertisement time~~So have to do my best tomoro...!Although its only a 5 minutes commercial...KakakaxxXX...

Last thing~~Am hungry now...~~Best thing to do??Sleeepppp~~!!KakakaxxXX...More updates tomoro...Nites ppl...~~^^

Positive Side~~^^

Another day has gone...Finals is coming nearer and nearer...STP-ed today...It was altogether fine tho...I thought of doing it myself but at the end...Chong V did it...I was stuck with the flip chart...However,I've given another present out tho...Another opportunity given out...Called Chong V for counsel and Wei Quan after that...Leaders are Leaders...Their Encouragement~~!

Life is not easy...Everyone knows that...Challenges are everywhere as we walk on the road...But never look back...Keep walking forward!Never try walking,You'll never get to your destination...So,hold on to whatever your dreams are...And GO FOR IT!!

Today is my very last People and Organization lecture...Last time seeing Ms Chin before the exam...She's going to Australia moro...Well,I understand her probs as she understands mine too...My very first time having such bond with a lecturer in college...(Besides,Julius...HahahaxxXX)...Tears was about to flow when I shook her hand and said "Thank You,Ms Chin..."Was it just me being emotional?Or cox am a Course Rep and had too much converse with the lecturers??But it was altogether a different feeling with other lecturers...Aikzz...I still wonder why??

She's good...!I mean real good...~~Time pass and fly...Last PO lecture...I still remember writting bout her in the early semester...Can't believe...It had ended...XD...

Well,like what Ms Chin said..."Don't be so stressful,Emily."And now,I will try to let go of that stress...!And think more on the positive side!

Cheers~~!

POWER OF SPOKEN WORDS!

SEARCH FOR THE HERO INSIDE YOURSELF!

UNTIL YOU FIND THE KEY TO YOUR LIFE!

DARE TO CHANGE!

DARE TO GIVE!

DARE TO BE FREE!

ALWAYS HAVE A DREAM!

DON'T LET CRITICISM DISMAY YOU!

WORK HARD FOR WHAT YOU WANT!

DON'T TELL ME IT CAN'T BE DONE,

WHEN THIS PLAN IS FOR EVERYONE!

NO BODY IS GONNA FAIL MY DREAM!

Glimps~

Wow~A glimps...Week 13 is ending already...Isn't that fast??2 more weeks to Finals??Are you guys prepared for the BATTLE??Well...Frankly,I'm not...HahahaxxXX...But starting dy lo...Anyhow...Week comes and go...Things are coming up one by one too...Seems like I'm not good at delegating...He don't seemed to be doing what I ask him to...And I've had it on my mind that is to let go next year...To be a total normal person...~~So I need to train him now...~So he can take my place...HahahaxxXX...

Things are getting more stressed up~~Things around are getting tougher...And I guess its normal??Just hope that things will go on smoothly then...Keep motivating ourselves!And I'll see you all at the TOP!^^

Cheers people~~!!

Test-Over For Now~

Finally~The 2 test are over~@@...When I was doing the test...Something came across my mind...Which I felt that I really need to think if that is what I want??

What does it meant by GivingUp??Can someone define that word??

Anyhow,some pictures on BB Bryan's Birthday Celebration~~

Family + The Kiddos~~

M3 & BB Bryan~~^^

Birthday Boy~~

M3**Lissa**BB

Yummy~~Mango Konnyaku Jelly~~

Updates~

A little update bout myself here again...I've been away from my blog for almost a week...I barely have the time to blog here...Aikz~What's with LIFE?Why is it so busy all the time??

BB Bryan's birthday celebration on Friday...Baby Bryan is really growing fast,he is 3 years old already...And that made me feel OLD~!XD

Well,finals is like 1 week plus from now...And things are still unsettled yet...~Still in the very blur mode~!And getting tiring again...Aikz!Today's lecture till 7pm...The hall was so so packed with people...Guess what?I suddenly got flu that time...~That made me think...Dead~!

My throat was itchy last night...I took Vitamin C,and so did Xue Er too took Vita C...And it wasn't so itchy anymore...XD...Thank GOD~!But it was an on and off thing that I think I really need to take good care of myself...Because H1N1 is really getting serious nowadays...

We are asked to wear mask~And we can hardly find mask at the shops...So people out there~~Get your mask...Its for your safety and as well as others'...Take Good Care~!

Afternoon Blog Again~

Usually when I blog in the afternoon...It actually meant that I'm not so OK...~Yar...That applies in here too...So you all get ready with what I'm gonna burst out in here alright??

Today-8am again~Tutorial~And I really wish that I don't have 8am classes everyday next semester...Its not something nice...Its really tiring~~I really mean it!I still wonder how people can "tahan" the whole day working~Gosh~Nightmare but that's the reality~!I could barely open my eyes this morning~And I was kinda blurr~~!

Rainie's group presented this morning and that was alright tho...I wasn't paying much attention to their presentation tho but I was asked to ask them question...And I'm so so dead...~Ha!Cox I didn't pay attention how can I ask them questions?And I just simply bombarded a question to Phoebe...Thank Goodness~She knows how to answer it...

I knew Ms Chin was noticing me tho...And she was like looking at the bruise I have on my hand due to the blood donation...But she didn't ask me on the spot tho...But I notice her eyes were on it...And finally,I feel...These days were not really good days for me...I've been keeping alot of things to myself and I can hardly find people to talk to...(Although I spoke to Wei Quan last night)...But still...Else things are still running in my mind like the little mice~~!

I decided to see Ms Chin...Have a chat with her...Guess what,she kinda know how am I...And she know's that I'm burned out too...Now I can find the right word to describe it...Then she goes "See,Course Rep is never easy~Its got alot of work to do...Look out for someone else to be CR next year~!You've got alot of papers next year to handle..."All these while,I thought...Being a Course Rep will not really burn me out...But I'm so so wrong that now I'm in this situation...I've got other commitment to commit and so BURNT OUT!

And yesterday Ms Wong wants me to be the Biz Admin Society Commmittee...And I've learned to say "No,Cox I've got too many things to commit.I'm worried that I may not commit so much"...Finally~Cox,I feel that I'm over burdened with many things till I feel so HEAVY!(I'm already so heavy due to my body weight...HahahaxxXX...Now extra load??*Humourous*)

Well,Ms Chin gave me a borrowed me a few of her prayer books...And I've got to be reading them...Cox...I'm feeling lost and lonely now...These days,I've been alone most of the time after class...And that is a little "Di Luo" for me...So many friends but yet no friends to accompany me...

And I'm not sure if I ever did mentioned someone here named Rainie...?My new classmate that came from Ipoh?I used to...her last time when she first came...Because she used to stick us so much like the UHU glue...Where I don't really like it...But now,I'm rather close to her already...Because,I guess God sent her here for a reason...Maybe at times I do feel irritated by her...But I did tell her that I don't like it...*Bad ME*

This blog is rather long eh??Ya...Cox I've got too many things to blog about...My laptop will stay over in Charles's house tonight...I'm gonna miss you,Lappie~~!

A Day Today...~~

As usual,English class at 8am...And then break...2hours...Rite after that...Non-stop...(But Got Break For The Little 30mins)...

It was to be considered as a Tiring Day today cox...We have class from 8am-6.30pm...Isn't that tiring?All of us looked so so exhausted due to the whole day of classes...Few of my friends don't seemed to be well...Erm...Cox of the weather...Who friends??Erm...Jerry,ZS,Chan Hwa,Anny,etc etc...(Get Well Soon)And even me...I've migraine??Oucchh~~!!!Headache!!!I wonder why??Cox not enough sleep??

Erm...Reached home around 6.45 today~~And Jerry sent drop me back~~However,I still don't think that I'll have chance to drive his car~HahahaxxXX...He wouldn't want me to drive too tho...KakakaxxXX...So treat me good!Or else~~!(I know you'll see this...KakakaxxXX)

Tomoro gonna format my laptop already~!At last!Raja Charles will be helping me out with it...So no problem lo!He's the expert lo!WakakaxxXX...So hopefully that my laptop will be functional again!Or it'll take forever to load!Aikz!!Horrible~!

Things is are still getting a little hectic these days...~~Finals is like 2 weeks from now...And...I need to~~BUCK UP!!Study dude!!HahahaxxXX...

Anyway,TARCians!All The Best In Your Coming Exams!!^^Cheers~~!

Quality Time~

Well...Nothing really special happened today...Went for Chinese mass with Raja Charles today...Taxi fare was so so expensive--RM7.50...Wow...~~

Anyhow,went to see mom in the noon...Chatted with her on quite alot of things...

Although the times we spent was not long...But I managed to chat alot of stuff with her...

I found that although time spent was short but quality is the most important one...

Mom cooked for me today...She cooked my favourite...And I love them so...

Alright...Nothing much to blog about...Maybe more tomoro...

And pls pray that H1N1 get away soon!!!

God Bless~~!!!^^

Mumble-Grumble A Little~~

It is always said,"To Be A Good Leader,Make Sure Your Team See The Same Thing That You See..."

So does that mean I've failed to be one???

Things do not always happens the way we want them to happen...Agree???

I've got flu of a sudden...And my throat don't seems to be fine...Darn~~!!

Plus I've got headache...Pls Pls...Not that!!!

I hope to get well soon~~!

Chong V,April and Me...Get Well Soon~~!!

^^

I'm A Blood Donor~~!!^^

Finally donated blood yesterday...I didn't managed to donate blood due to some reasons last time...I guess you won't wanna know what is it...And so I REALLY wanna donate blood this round...I cheated the nurse...HahahaxxXX..."Semalam tidur pukul berapa?"then I said "Pukul 12"..."Bangun?"..."Pukul 7"...HahahaxxXX...And actually I slept at 3.30am cox of the PO assignment...Thank God I've got my printer...Managed to get things settled by then...

So,while donating blood,made me think whether will I faint??Cox I've not enough sleep...So??There's a guy next to me on my right...Donates blood too...Erm...You know me...I simply love to socialize...And I talked to him lo...He was like so...Didn't want to talk much so...I stop talking lo...HahahaxxXX...'Paiseh betul nie!!'

However,blood donation went pretty fine...I DIDN'T FAINT!!!Wahooo~~!!!

After that,CSS Locker Clearing Time~~!!Andrew and I cleared the locker...Later Vanessa came by...3 of us So So Shock...Found many many antique stuff in the locker...Some goes into the bin and some into our bags...WakakaxxXX...Anyhow,that took around 3 hours...Cleaning up isn't easy tho...Hanged around in the canteen for awhile...

And so I went back home...It was a wholesome tiring day...But,thinking of what my goals and dreams are...I need to work hard no matter what...Why said so??Cox I've got to attend a talk in Damansara Utama by a Diamond Couple...I wasn't feeling too well that time...Felt like vomitting but I've still need to carry on...

Reached at 8.30pm...Saw Chong V there...He reserved place for us...But somehow,I saw his expression...Wasn't really fine...But I did not dare to ask why...XD...The talk was pretty awesome...It was really great till I forgot the feeling of vomitting...HahahaxxXX...

CSS meeting at 11.30pm...Waaaooo~~!!I'm so gonna be a superwoman!!Everything goes in a row...And I was blurring out the whole meeting yesterday...Due to the tired-ness...

And tomoro is ME coureswork 2 already~~!!Dead Shit~~!!Still haven study yet~~!!I'm feeling sleepy now~~!!I need SLEEP!!!

NoTitle?? XD

I slept at 3am last nite...And don't ask me why...Cox I've got things to do...Duh~~??HahahaxxXX...That sounded rough eh??Na~~Cox CSS meeting ended at 1am...Then help my friend out with his assignment...That's all...

Morning??Well,asked ZS to come pick me again...But he woke up late...Luckily,I msg him...HahaxxXX...Finally my laptop is useful to all...I brought my laptop to college today cox the presenters needed it...Although my lappie is slow...But still,it helped tho...Well...English presentation today was fine...All presented very well...Including Mr ZS Yap...Anyhow,Ms Wong's not well...Cox of the weather...And I got to know she's a Christian...^^

Well,International Business presentation...By Hui Yen's group...Not bad either...My lappie helped them again...*Applause to my lappie*...HahahaxxXX...Wondering why am I laughing the whole time in the blog??Half of the day did not turn out right for me...Due to some problems...I emotionally break down again...

Msg Chong V regarding something...And I went to sleep...At 6pm...After his class,he called me...Telling me not to give up but to continue with what I'm doing...I can't believe I burst out in tears...Embarrasing isn't it??Anyhow,he said "Its alright,its the process that we all will go through.Even I went through all the hardship.We'll learn through out the journey.You have been doing your job well.Carry on!"

I would not say I got well right after that call...But I cried even louder when we hung up.Got up from my bed!And look...I've learned something tho...And I know that I've done all my best to give people the chance,the opportunity...Maybe they just don't know it...So,let's carry on with what I'm doing...One day,people will know...

After that,Wei Quan "pulak" called me...Asked me how was things like...But I guessed Chong V told him bout me tho...But he like pretended he didn't know anything...But his call did meant alot to me too...Imagine,he is now in JB but he cares...HahahaxxXX...

I will continue with whatever I'm doing now!Leaders do not quit!I hope I can still handle whatever I'm going through!!Thankx for ya support!!^^

Tomoro's my PO presentation!Need to make it a good one!Hopefully we CAN!!Cheers people!!

No Easy Being A Leader!

Nothing special bout today~~Can barely wake up this morning...But still I jump out of bed...To attend lecture...Got to know that Group 1 still haven get their tutorial questions yet...And deep shit!!I went out of the hall during PO lecture...To go print the tutorials~~

Well,I knew I wasn't doing my job well enough...And I can hardly ask people to do work...I'm no good at delegating the job out!My BAD!!

Attended student's dialogue today...Not much complaint but sort of made suggestions tho...However,I knew my day has gone bad...Went to see Ms Wong...Stupidest things of all...Told her...DARN~~!!!Why??

And she told me..."Emily,you're pampering your students la!I cannot accomodate with these students!They have to do their parts also!"

Well,its really true that being a LEADER is a no easy job...!I could now feel the pressure...I'm just trying to help my coursemates out...But instead,I'm said to be pampering them?I'm not hoping for any good in return...But I was trying to give my coursemates the best solution to the problems...Is that wrong??

Am I really pampering them??Is it wrong to actually be helpful??I've ever thought of giving up being a Course Rep...!But I've always remembered what April said,"If you quit now,no matter how successful you are in future...You still lose to the one thing that you QUIT!"

Random Picz~~

Moody-I Keeps Wondering...

I still wonder why do I feel this way??

All these while...I have been keeping myself as optimistic as I could...Be as positive as I can...But I wonder why of a sudden,I feel MOODY...And I wish I could find someone to talk to now...But looks like its way too difficult for people to understand me...

Hope to help out in the family...But what can I do to help??Mom's tired...And I really meant she's tired...Mentally and Physically...I'm feeling myself to be the burden...Burden!!My Dad is spending so much on me on my studies...!

I just hope to work as hard as I could so that I could make a difference in the family...But somehow,college life isn't easy...Struggle...Its the struggle...!

Even how sad I am...I still need to put on a Happy Face~~!That's difficult...
I wish to write more but somehow...I just don't know how to continue writing them...
I need to counsel Chong V tomoro...!Or even Wei Quan~~!!I need motivation~!

Mommy Daddy...I LOVE YOU~!!!