Finally shift room last night. Was a whole not so difficult but not too easy thing to do. Mummy's car is full of my stuff. We CANNOT take in more passengers. Thank GOD that I have a bunch of lovely juniors that were there to help me out.
The room wasn't a room that I really loved but, somehow, I dunno what attracted me towards the little hse and room. It is dirty. But, I want the room. Anyway, nvm. That are all the past tho. I have 2 new hsemates. 2 of them are guys and am the only girl there. :) Nothing to be proud about. But, how to make guys clean the hse, is something I need to be proud of! Tahaha!
Jane was kinda sad that I gotta leave their home. But, I felt, its time for me to have my own life back. I wanna be back living alone for a moment. Have my proper room and hse to stay. Well, things looked kinda good. I mean, my room looks nice, my work is bored!
Do not know what will happen if it continues like this. Let's hope for something good to happen tho. Moved in to the new house. There is a little issue on it. But, I chose to see than to just listen and hear. :)
Dunno but I hope its not a cursed that each time I rent a room or hse, there must be issues larr~ LOL!
Know what? Doing Amway is just not as hard as many people think. But of cox not as easy. Why? Cox, just now, my colleague (Lydia) and I walked to buy lunch. We suddenly chat bout oily food and there I go, managed to close her Artistry (Polishing Scrub and Cleansing Masque). LOL! All we gotta do is just share! :D
Monday, June 6, 2011
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Thought!
I'm back in the office today. I'm starting to find difficulties attending, work.
I arrived at 8.10 this morning. Chewed 2 breads. Made a cup of Milo. Kathleen called my ext. Saying, "Emily, can you come over?". "Yokay!" I said. Then, she asked how am I. What happened? Are you feeling better now? She was caring tho. Went and helped her cut the Marble Swiss Role Cakie.
Sat down awhile. Surfing the net. Read Sophia's blog.
I could find someone that have the same common character as me. I have been pondering much these days. I'm angry, but I cannot be angry! I'm sad but I'm finding ways to look happy.
I always question GOD. Why do you want to let such things happen to me, us, my family and CSS?
I'm happy and glad with CSS' growth. GOD is just fair. HE gave CSS another test! Now, the members are just fine. But the committees' turn.
This does not affect others much but to Julius, its a HUGE! Could see his worries. Could see his disappointment. Every year, without fail, there are things that stop CSS from moving forward. But, when we put GOD larger than anything else. HE will guide us thru!
All these while, I have not learned to prioritize. All these while, I have cared so much for others till I've hurt myself. Maybe this is the time, Jesus and All Saints in Heaven says "Emily!LOVE YOURSELF!" LOL!
Seriously, I was kinda pissed off yesday when Mervin told me he needs to rush back. I knew its all cox, of Li Ean. But, then a thought. Its not wrong. Everyone have their ways of living. :)
I was brought to church to attend Daily Mass (how cool?lol!). During prayer, I asked GOD many many many questions. I told him, I'm TIRED! I'm SAD! But, what Fr. Rudy said during sermon really struck my heart! Who am I? What do I have in thought? Do I have a split personality?
People around me said that I think too much. But, what is too much? I do not know. :)
I love to ponder on alot of things. I love to think positively. I hope to live positively. I need to understand that life dun always be the way we want it to be.
By the way, am effing bored at work! HA! My Head of Department, Mr Amir Ghaffar is not in a good mood today. HA! I supposed is cox of the stress at work? Hurmp. Anyway, will be meeting the Loveliess tomoro! PP! Here we COMEEEE!! Yayyy!
I arrived at 8.10 this morning. Chewed 2 breads. Made a cup of Milo. Kathleen called my ext. Saying, "Emily, can you come over?". "Yokay!" I said. Then, she asked how am I. What happened? Are you feeling better now? She was caring tho. Went and helped her cut the Marble Swiss Role Cakie.
Sat down awhile. Surfing the net. Read Sophia's blog.
I could find someone that have the same common character as me. I have been pondering much these days. I'm angry, but I cannot be angry! I'm sad but I'm finding ways to look happy.
I always question GOD. Why do you want to let such things happen to me, us, my family and CSS?
I'm happy and glad with CSS' growth. GOD is just fair. HE gave CSS another test! Now, the members are just fine. But the committees' turn.
This does not affect others much but to Julius, its a HUGE! Could see his worries. Could see his disappointment. Every year, without fail, there are things that stop CSS from moving forward. But, when we put GOD larger than anything else. HE will guide us thru!
All these while, I have not learned to prioritize. All these while, I have cared so much for others till I've hurt myself. Maybe this is the time, Jesus and All Saints in Heaven says "Emily!LOVE YOURSELF!" LOL!
Seriously, I was kinda pissed off yesday when Mervin told me he needs to rush back. I knew its all cox, of Li Ean. But, then a thought. Its not wrong. Everyone have their ways of living. :)
I was brought to church to attend Daily Mass (how cool?lol!). During prayer, I asked GOD many many many questions. I told him, I'm TIRED! I'm SAD! But, what Fr. Rudy said during sermon really struck my heart! Who am I? What do I have in thought? Do I have a split personality?
People around me said that I think too much. But, what is too much? I do not know. :)
I love to ponder on alot of things. I love to think positively. I hope to live positively. I need to understand that life dun always be the way we want it to be.
By the way, am effing bored at work! HA! My Head of Department, Mr Amir Ghaffar is not in a good mood today. HA! I supposed is cox of the stress at work? Hurmp. Anyway, will be meeting the Loveliess tomoro! PP! Here we COMEEEE!! Yayyy!
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Day~
I skipped work today~ Dunno why, but my whole body was aching plus blisters are all over my feet. I find it hard to get up from bed!
I ended up sleeping till 4pm. Thought of going lunch with Vanessa but, I ended up in bed.
I dunno what happened to myself these days. But, I somehow feel I'm not me? I have not been in good mood, I have been having bad tempered, I have been having jealousy.
Looking at people's UK picture. Nvm. There's just too many things that am worried with.
I will be shifting house this Sunday~ I have mixed feelings towards this. Maybe cox am getting used to being alone, like, going to work alone in the morning, coming back from work alone. I just needed more time to be alone these days.
I cannot really stand the noise. Anyway, just hope that things will be good and better once I moved in to the new room of mine!
A human being have many many roles to play. I thought of this before but now I'm realising it cox, its happening to me! :)
A role as a Daughter.
A role as a Niece.
A role as a Sister.
A role as a Senior.
A role as a Friend.
A role as an Employee.
A role as a Student.
A role as a Catholic.
A role as a Disciple.
I need to learn coping well with these roles in life~! Cheers!
I ended up sleeping till 4pm. Thought of going lunch with Vanessa but, I ended up in bed.
I dunno what happened to myself these days. But, I somehow feel I'm not me? I have not been in good mood, I have been having bad tempered, I have been having jealousy.
Looking at people's UK picture. Nvm. There's just too many things that am worried with.
I will be shifting house this Sunday~ I have mixed feelings towards this. Maybe cox am getting used to being alone, like, going to work alone in the morning, coming back from work alone. I just needed more time to be alone these days.
I cannot really stand the noise. Anyway, just hope that things will be good and better once I moved in to the new room of mine!
A human being have many many roles to play. I thought of this before but now I'm realising it cox, its happening to me! :)
A role as a Daughter.
A role as a Niece.
A role as a Sister.
A role as a Senior.
A role as a Friend.
A role as an Employee.
A role as a Student.
A role as a Catholic.
A role as a Disciple.
I need to learn coping well with these roles in life~! Cheers!
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