Why?

I'm now back in Sban already...
My battery is running out....
Things are coming back to me again...
I feel like,there's conflict every where...
And that is really tiring....
Why do i need to face conflict all the time...
We are one as a family but why is there still lines drawn in between???
How are we going to get through if we are not ONE???
I really hope that after this CAMP....
All of us will be ONE as a family...
And all the problems will FADE OFF with the help of GOD!!!
I hope that all i do will not offend anyone...

CSS Annual Camp

We are now planning for CSS Annual Camp for next Semester....
Plans are going smoothly now....
But we are short of RM600+ for it.....
Haix..Haix...
Yesterday was the day i forgot to take my dinner....
Cox i was too tired and i fell asleep.....
HahahahahxxxXXX......
Anyhow...after the meeting....
I felt happy....
Because of all the fun we have during the meeting....
I've learned alot being part of this Family.....
Everyone in the group were friendly....
Especially Pauline they all....
Pray hard that CSS will GROW!!
And the camp will go on smoothly!!!!

Down...DOwn...DOWN...

Today supposed to be a happy day....
But after all the fun....
I tend to be down to sadness again...
I just dunno why i'm always like day these few days....???
I'm Blurr with myself...TOTAL BLURR.....
Every single thing i do,i tend to always think whether its right or wrong...
Did i offended anyone???Did i say anything wrong???
I just dunno if what i'm doing is correct.......
People always tell me that i need to put my priority as the NUMBER ONE!!!
But why do i still failed to do that???
I'm Tired!!Really Tired!!!
Why must my life be so miserable???
I just hope to live a happy life???
Is that so Difficult???
Sadness and Problems are coming again and again into my life....
I could not have a peaceful mind!!!
Is this a test???How can still hold on to it???

My Dearest Doggie...Vicky

DEAREST DOGGIE VICKY!!!!

Happening???

Haix...
Today is the day that i faces 2 courseworks....
Morning was BMP and right after that was PA....
Results were very horrifying and was terribly BAD as well!!!!!
I wonder what happened to me????
Results are dropping like nobody's business.....
And problem is i dun skip lectures!!
And why is my results that bad???
If anyone could answer me????
I'm starting to lose cope in it!!!
I'm hoping to complete my DIPLOMA in MAY 2009....
I hope that is possible.....!!!!
STRESS is a never ending THING!!!
It comes everytime...non-stop.....
Can it just set me free for a period of time....
Its hard for me to handle it!!!
I'm just worried that i can't complete my DIPLOMA next year!!!!
If that really happens,then that would be one of the biggest PROBLEM in my life.....