Saturday, May 30, 2009
Another Day...
*I saw "Lipas" just now...Reminds me of Xue Er...*(cox normally she'll be jumping around screaming&i'll be the one hitting it...XD...But she's not at home now...Sobx...)
Yesterday,STP-ed twice...Second time wasn't really done cox she was rushing...And this noon...I went to her...To STP-ed again...Well...Wasn't what I expected...STP is not that easy as I thought...Still alot more for me to learn...XD...She gave me alot of excuses...Said alot of negative things to me...BUT!The big BUT comes in...Like April said "As long as we've done our best,the rest is up to them.God has better plan"...
Speaking of dreams...Everyone have their very own dream...I have mine...I bet you have your's too...^^So what's your's?But have anyone thought of what do we need to do to achieve them?Every Tom Dick and Harry have dreams too...But how far did they plan bout it?How much can they sacrifice?So?Think about it...Life is not all about studying...Or working...To me its more to the EXPERIENCES...What you encountered during the journey...What you went through...What made you tough...So,what's on your mind now?
Do you think life is getting tougher each day?Life is full of competition...I feel it is...It's proven tho...So,I'm trying my very best to upgrade myself each day...Hope that I can also achieve my dreams like everyone else...=)...Nothing is impossible...As long as we work whole-heartedly...^^
I guess...Those who knows me well enough...Will probably think that am crazy...So much things to do...CSS...Tian Zhuan...Course Rep...BWW...Wow...Sounded little to you?Hurmp...But it all needed responsibilities...^^...I'm trying to gain as much as I could from all of these...Cox,I think these things are precious...They are priceless...You can never buy them with money...
BWW talk today...Was great...Chong V spoke alot to me in the car...And I felt that it all made sense...We all have dreams...But which direction are we heading to?Its important!To see how we wanna grab the dreams!
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Moving Out OR Stay??
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
New Challenge...=)
New challenge here means...I'll be continuing Advance Diploma...Can still continue to be the Programme Rep...But...I won't continue staying at Section2...(unless...I'm able to find ppl to come in to stay with me)...Now,tell me what should I do??Find people to stay with me OR move out??Need to make decision again!Its gonna be a new CHALLENGE for me...Moving out from somewhere I feel I belong...Haix...Haix...I'm too used to the life in Wangsa...Asking me to go somewhere else...Hurmp...Hurmp...Not impossible...But needs time for me to get use to it...XD...
Anyway...Wish me luck in all I do!I've got through what I need to get through...^^So,I'll try hard to get through things that are yet to come!
Not that Horrible tho...XD
Cox...I've lost my ID card in the afternoon...Went back all the way to TBR to look for it...And its not there!!!Horibble~~!!Weather today was hell'la HOT!Worst thing was...I wore BLACK!fine then!!Good thing is yet to happen...Went for Management Economics lecture...To tell you the truth...I was almost asleep...Not cox too boring...But...TIRED!!!When she said "Any questions?No?Lecture ends here today..." Everyone's reaction...*Grab bags...Noises here and there*...Till then she asked again "Who is the Programme Representative a.k.a Course Rep?Don't have?Choose now la..."...People shouted (softly) "Alan~~!!"...Then heard others saying "Emily~~Emily~~Emily~~"...That was from my ex-groupmates (future groupmates too)...Hurmp...Ms Wong heard...And said "Where's Emily?Don't hide...Come...Come..." I didn't know how to react...HahaxxXX...She said..."So,Emily is your Programme Rep...Ok??She have experience...Tralala...Blablabla..."And people agreed...So?Ya...Am the Programme Rep for ABU!HahahaxxXX...So now...Am a Programme Rep without an ID card!!!KakakaxxXX...Anyhow...I guess task is not gonna be tough cox...There's onli 40 of us in the course...MuahahaxxXX...
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
1st Day Of Advance Diploma~~
However,lecture only lasted for an hour...Then I went "LEPAK" at ABM course...HahahaxxXX...Winnie they all were they...And I will not feel sad anymore...COX...We can still meet each other...KakakaxxXX...Stupid me...For CRYING!!!XD
Well...Was 10 mins late for lecture cox...I overslept (for the 1st day...XD)...Keke...Lecture today would considered to be fun...Cox the lecturer is FUN and STRICT as well...I supposed that is something good eh?XD
FinAlly step in to SILVER CUT today...And Patrick was there...Hurmpp...Vanessa got her hair done (Relaxing...Almost like Rebonding but a little more relaxing...HahahxxXX...)...And I've got my hair cut done too...You know what?We spent almost the whole day at SILVER CUT...That was great...!Cox it's great looking at the hair stylist doing people's hair...Looking so so professionalism...
Photo taken (after my hair cut) at Silver Cut while waiting...^^
Customers just become so so different after their hair cut...I'm starting to admire Patrick for the way he do people's hair...He is a friendly person too...I didn't realised that we have known each other for almost 2 years...We cracked alot of jokes and erm...38 38 there together...Kaka...
Although,today may be a tiring day for m3 and Vanessa...But it was all together a WHOLE FUN DAY!
Monday, May 25, 2009
I shall call it...All In On3?
Tomoro is gonna be a brand new COLLEGE LIFE~~...Holidays has just ended...I would say that...I had an enjoyable holiday...Enjoyable didn't meant...HAVING FUN THROUGH OUT...!But I found what I did was worth while...Although it was kinda tiring...Went for talks...Do some business sharing here and there...Society things...Lang Tengah...Stayed at HOM3...You'll start to wonder how staying at home made me tired...?Yeah..I have my responsibilities at hom3 too...^^
Ya...Chong V they all came to my house today for the business sharing...And everything worked out well...Get to know people better...And began to admire people's leadership too...Could say that today is a tiring day...Hurmp...Hurmp...I sounded tired everyday eh?KakakaxxXX...Just to express myself...
I'm now facing the four walls...No one's at home now except me,myself...Yeap...EMILY is learning...!!Always learning!!^^
Am going back to college tomoro...Wonder who are my groupmates gonna be...And hopefully I can graduate on time....=)
Friday, May 22, 2009
Lang Tengah is An Awesome Place...
These are actually the photos taken during Lang Tengah trip...
Morning after Breakfast...Small Little Cute Temple...^^
We were all...Together!
We've FINALLY REACHED!
I just LOVE the ROCKS!They are pretty...~
Photos were taken by an European Couple...
Scenery...Great eh?
Nemo!!!Its Really NEMO!!!=)
Fishy-Fish!!!
Exhausion after JUNGLE TREKKING...
Exhausted...Us~~!!! 
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Preparation+BWW Talk...
I did not feel stressful about this year's orientation!I was not worried at all!Why?Because we have so much support and I knew God will hold our hands and guide us through...~~!!And HE really did!!Without HIM everything will not fall into place!I trully Thank HIM for that...
I went to the BWW talk at ASIA JAYA today!When Kim Teck called me today...I thought,he just wanna meet me up to pass me something...But that time we(CSS) were still decorating the board...Then I said to meet him later...Right after am done~He told me that April is with him too...She wants to bring me to the HQ and also attend a talk tonight...GOSH~~!!
Means I can't have my nap...Cox its been tiring going round Dk today...From one corner to the other corner?So...Arrggghhh...Msg Kim Teck,ask him to come at 5pm...I was lying on my bed...Read the comment by my bro...Darn!Freaking touching!Suddenly I felt so energetic...Went change my clothes...Waited for Kim Teck to come pick me...
April and I had a long conversation in the car...And...I came to realise...Money is not EVERYTHING...Life is really HOW YOU LOOK AT IT!Sometimes,its not so complicated after all...We are the one that made it complicated...Agree?Know what you want in LIFE is most important...Have a GOAL in LIFE!
I felt all that I ENCOUNTERED today is really meaningful...Why said so??Dk to Dk today...Although it was tiring~But we spread the WORD!We managed to gather all Catholic Students!I hope that they'll have their FAITH STRONG AND CONSTANT although they are away from home!^^
BWW talk...~Thanks to Kim Teck and April for bringing me there!!I managed to see my GOAL more clearly...I managed to see myself in 5 years time if I really work hard!
When I was in the car just now...I'm actually still wondering whether is it GOD talking to me?I felt him saying "Its time for you to be alone.Its time for you to learn living alone.Nothing will stay forever."...Is this my illusion?Or is HE there talking to me?
But...Everything happens for a reason...HE has plan for us!He prepared us the WAY!I'm sure...The way that HE prepared will definitely not be A DEAD END!!!^^
*Cheers people*
Monday, May 18, 2009
不习惯-ing~~!!
我真的会相连你们两个傻婆的!!!~~ ~
你们也要想念我啊!!!~~~
Saturday, May 16, 2009
我知道
But...
Cox this song reminds me of Pei Pei...
She intro this song to me...
Thankx Pei Pei!!!=)
*從來沒想過 不能再和你牽手
cong lai mei xiang guo bu neng zai he ni qian shou
委屈時候沒有你 陪著我心痛
wei qu shi hou mei you ni pei zhe wo xin tong
一切都是我 太過驕縱 以為你會懂
yi qie dou shi wo tai guo jiao zong yi wei ni hui dong
一直忘了說 我有多感動
yi zhi wang le shuo wo you duo gan dong
#我知道你還是愛著我
wo zhi dao ni hai shi ai zhe wo
雖然分開的理由 我們都已接受
sui ran fen kai de li you wo men dou yi jie shou
你知道我會有多難過
ni zhi dao wo hui you duo nan guo
所以即使到最後 還微笑著要我加油
suo yi ji shi dao zui hou hai wei xiao zhe yao wo jia you
我知道你還放不下我
wo zhi dao ni hai fang bu xia wo
才會在離開時 閉著眼沒有回頭
cai hui zai li kai shi bi zhe yan mei you hui toi
我們都知道彼此心中 其實這份愛沒停過
wo men dou zhi dao bi ci xin zhong qi shi zhe fen ai mei ting guo
Repeat *
曾經完整幸福的夢 在腦海裡頭
ceng jing wan zheng xing fu de meng zai nao hai li tou
我多希望你 還在我左右
wo duo xi wang ni hai zai wo zuo you
Repeat #
我知道你還放不下我
wo zhi dao ni hai fang bu xia wo
才會在離開時 閉著眼沒有回頭
cai hui zai li kai shi bi zhe yan mei you hui tou
答應你我會好好過 不讓這些眼淚白流
da ying ni wo hui hao hao guo bu rang zhe xie yan lei bai liu
Of A Sudden~
Am now alone again...
I used to love being alone last time...I used to say,being alone is good...Have more spaces...Have more freedom...But now...Not anymore...!
Why do I start to feel this way?
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
My Journey With Catholic Students' Society
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They were not as Serious as I Thought...Yippie~~!!
Easter Gathering...=)
Martin's Burfday Celebration...

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There it goes~~Candles in da MOUTH??Huhu~~
SUPER COOL Advisor's Burfday Celebration~~!! I'm Alright Now! =)
Positive thinking is coming back!!And so are the Colours too...!!Yippie~~!!
Erm...Few more hours...Am gonna be away already...And I suddenly feel so much like blogging here...^^Just to let you all know that I'm much better than the previous days...=)
Dear readers...Sorry for posting Black and White blog last few days...HehehexxXX...
Cheers***^^
Monday, May 11, 2009
A Little Bout Lif3? Very little...~
Well...This post is still not gonna be colourful yet...Cox...I guess you understand me (still a little EMO*sorry*) ...It has been a long time since I updated my Black and White post...You know what?I really hope my blog will not often be just Black and White...I do wish to bring some colours (Happiness) to you all too..
Update...Pn Rozana is unwell...We,as her students...We should give our full force of Moral Support to her!!That is all she need!!5 Betarians Yr 06...I'll make arrangements...And see if we can visit her...But pls don't hurry me...Cox...Its takes time...I'll need to talk to her 1st...See if she's okay with it...Pls pray for her ya...
I'll be away for 4days...So,I won't be blogging here for that few days...And hopefully when I'm back...My post will be colourful again...=)
Will be leaving Seremban tomoro in d noon...And will only be back in Seremban on da 23rd...I hope people can recognise me when I'm back...I'm ain't no Indian...Still the very original Emily...XD...For your info...Am not going to INDIA...I'm just going to Redang...
So,people...Take good care of yourselves...And...Make sure you all eat and sleep well...Treasure all that you have...^^
See you all when I'm back...
Cheers...God Bless!!^^
Is It Really Fated?
I've been calling alot of Mums today...Elizabeth Chong,Confirmation Godma,My very own Kai Ma,Pn Ting,Aunty June,Pn Rozana (but she didn't answer my call) and texted April for the Mother's Day wishes...And I basically got alot of different responses from them...Because I've not seen them for a long time...
I even saw Pn Looi when I was with Mom at the market in da morning...I went to her,shook her hand and said..."Teacher,Happy Mother's Day"...But I could see that she's alot different from how she used to be...Not so energetic anymore...
As I mentioned,I called Pn Ting...I told her that I saw Pn Looi...She told me that Pn Looi was just discharged from the hospital due to heart problem...
I went out with Yuki to JJ in the evening...Dropped by at Maybank...I met Nabihan there...I recognise her Mom and I stop by at her car...Nabihan and I had a few words...Her sister ( Aqilah) told me that my former class teacher is unwell...As in kinda serious...When she told me...Its like OMG!Why must this happen to her??Her life is already so difficult...Her kids are still so young...WHY MUST THIS HAPPEN TO HER?????WHY???
She is a Very KIND teacher!!She taught me alot!!I've learned my Leadership Skills from her...She's my SUPER ROLE MODEL!!!I couldn't take it...It's really HORRIFYING!!!
My Mom said,"Its all FATED"...Is this really so??At all times...I wish to help...I wish to do something...But I've failed!!!Tell me what else can I do???
My FAMILY~~~!Financially...I really wish to do something for my family...But I can't HELP!!!I start to feel USELESS!!!
*I did not make this post colourful cox...I don't know how to make it colourful with my MOOD now-Sorry...*
Saturday, May 9, 2009
##Picz do da Talking##
Before everything Started...(Recognise Him??Hehe)
Gals...Are meant to be in da KITCHEN...
Half done with the Arrangments...
We Need Fire!!
When all started POSING!!!*We can hardly STOP after STARTING*
Were at the "Pondok" near the children's playground...

Da 4 Besties!!!

All da Gals are here...(not all actually...cox Von&Hang were not around)

Kang Kang*Amanda*M3
Shen Shen*M3
Friday, May 8, 2009
**Mama,I LoV3 You**Happy Mother's Day**
She used to be my only enemy and never let me free
Catching me in places that I know I shouldn't be
Every other day I crossed the line
I didn't mean to be so bad
I never thought you would
Become the friend I never had
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love
Mama I love you, mama I care
Mama I love you, mama my friend
My friend
I didn't want to hear it then but
I'm not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of time to think about
About the way I used to be
Never had a sense of my responsibility
Back then I didn't know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love
Mama I love you, mama I care
Mama I love you, mama my friend,
My friend
But now I'm sure I know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All I can give you is love
Mama I love you, mama I care
Mama I love you, mama my friend
My friend
Mama I love you, mama I care
Mama I love you, mama my friend
You're my friend
Mama I love you, mama I care
Mama I love you, mama my friend
You're my friend
Mama I love you, mama I care
Mama I love you, mama my friend
You're my friend
++An Unreserved Love++
I've always been told love won't survive
Promises will turn into lies
The world just thinks love comes and passes through
It never lasts pure and ture
But I still believe love can last
It's your unfailing love that gives me rest
You were there when I needed you most
I'll never walk all alone
On the cross you died and took away my curse
Love so wondrous no one ever could deserve
Your bleeding hands proved your love unreserved
You're my greatest joy and treasure on the earth
Make my life a fragrant offering I pray
Help me Lord to serve you truly everyday
Through tears and joy I'll give your all my praise
Let the whole world know your love and grace
At HartaMas~~Th3 Revers3 Way~~
Talking bout afternoon...Haix...Haix...Sobx...Was all alone at home in da noon...Wanted to go eat Mc Donalds...But found that it is gonna be so ridiculous of me going alone all the way to JUSCO...~~Just for Mc Donalds...So decided to...Take Malt Milk Biscuits...For BREAKFAST and LUNCH...*Healthy*And...Erm...I felt like so so QUIET...And LONELY...Wanna find ppl to go out but...No one seems to be around...Haix...Sad isn't it??HahaxxXX...Stomach was GRUMBLING that time...ISH!!*desperately looking for people*
Waited for Mum's call...And finally,she called...YYaaaayyy...Uncle is Frreeee to pick me up already...But not at my home...Pick me up at KL Sentral...Yiipppiiee~~!!!Mc Donalds...Here I come!!MuahahaxxXX...However...Still...I ate Mc D ALONE at KL Sentral!!!Haix...But,atleast not so bad la...Can do "eye spa" there...KakakaxxXX...Don't understand what that means??NVM...Good that you don't know...HahaxxXX...XD
Mother's Day is on this Sunday^^...Gonna have steamboat at home...And planning to get Mum...Some Supplements...Good for health!!What kind of Supplements??Hurmp...Lecithin-E...That is for Antioxidants...And Concentrated Fruits and Vege pills...So...If you need idea of what to buy??Can ask me lo...HehexxXX...Will be your Mother's Day Gifts Consultant...FOC!!No hidden charges...=)...HahaxxXX...
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Gathering Has Ended! =(
Bbq was fun...And it did not start at 8pm sharp...Cox charcoal and starter were not there yet...So Chee Keen went to buy lo...So it roughly started at 8.30pm...What we have for food??Plenty of sausages (cox oyk wanted lots of sausages...Wakaka), Chicken Wings, Black Pepper Chicken Chop, Watermelon, Crab-Meat, "Sotong meat-ball", "Ketam meat-ball", Prawn meat-ball...Looks little eh?Hurmp...But we still have extra food lo... (I was worried that food wouldn't be enough...But my estimation "lari" abit oso...)
Yeap~~!!We really had lotsa FUN there...Cox...Ex-DBU9 mates came too...Amanda,Shian Yiin,Jian Hui,Say Ming,Mun Keat(Forgot him earlier...Sowie Keat!!XD)...They are all back...(Pictures will be posted up when I've got them from Winnie)
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Exam Over=FUN!!
Good Bye QS!!!
CountDOWN!!!
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Just Drop By Here...^^
Monday, May 4, 2009
**Her StressFul Time&Superwoman?XD**
Picture of my Laptop Skin
I'm Squeezed??HahahaxxXX...

Yeah~~We posed...^^
She...Took a Pic of my HAIR...XD
Her Notes...
My Laptop...
M3?I'm supposed to be doing my QS but I'm still stuck in front of my laptop...Checking out things over the net...Haix...
Hurmp...I'm starting to miss home dy...I'm missing my MUMMY and BB Bryan...Mum will be up again to KL tomoro...Sending my aunty to the hospital for the 4th Chemo Session...Sometimes,I wished I'm a SUPER-WOMAN...Fly all over whenever I want...Help many many people...Can really give people happiness...Store all that I've learned in my memory (not leaving out a single thing) ...But...Too bad...Am only human...Nothing much that I can do but just PRAY...
*No updates yesterday cox am not in MOOD...Sowie...XD*
Friday, May 1, 2009
-Missing Hom3+Reflection+Heart Out-
Life is getting tougher...I just don't only mean myself...But my family too...I would say...Financially...Cox my bro is bearing the cost for my aunty's Chemotheraphy Session...And that really cost alot...Mum is always running out of cash due to home expenses and also my aunty's expenses...And we don't ask dad for extra money...Now,I could really understand what it means by "HARD EARNED MONEY"...Looking at the condition now...I need to learn to save...
I've been reflecting on alot of things these few days while am at home...And I've seen that...I really need to appreciates all that I have...At times,we may tend to complaint alot...I want this...I don't want that...I want to eat this...I don't want to eat that...But we may not know that,to other people...We may be the luckiest of all...Because we have Choices...We can choose either McDonalds or KFC...But to certain people...They can't choose but just eat...Its either you EAT or you STARVE!That's the choice they have...And yet,they are still living happily and do not complaint...So?Why complaint?
You guys may wonder...Why do I sounded so HAPPY at the beginning of my blog and suddenly so EMO on the other half of my blog...Ya~~Because I felt that I wanna write this out (kept in my heart)...Cox I've got no one to talk to right now...So I just wanna let it out...




