The Recent Me~

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Life have been tiring these days...

Attending Convos after convos...Fundraisings after fundraisings...Seminars after seminars...Classes after classes...There have not been any full stop in my activities...Somehow...I still find them enjoyable...^^...Kee have been scolding me for not having enough rest but...Anyway...I've just gotta carry with it...Right?

I've been a little emo the past days due to some problems but now...I've got positive power again...Counselled Chong V yesday noon~He told me alot of things...Not to focus to much to "them"..."Make them only your practice...But on the others..."...I've taken quite alot of pictures through out...You know...I love memories...?? ^^

One more thing...I wanna say...I'll leave it unto the hands of GOD to decide what,which and who is good for me... ^^...

Sa Poh Mama+Me...She was back here for her convo~ ^^

Meeeeee...

Presentation day for ABU 2~~
美女。。。哈哈。。。

堂和我。。。

我咯！

Its Me with ZS's Specs~~

Miss Loo Pei Pei**Fah Pui Yee~ XD

My Gossip Partner n I~

Wednesday was tiring~Why??
Blood donation-Dinner-Beauty Break-Movie...
Woohooo~~
We are donating bloooooodddd~~

During~~

After~~See my blooddd??

Chong V~

They are listening to The Sharing~~

Cinemaaaaa~~Pop Cornnnn~~Yummmmiiiee

Before the lecturer entered...
Do I looked like Pooh in this SHOT?

Moral is just BORING!

Yesday at Old Town~
My stuff at Old Town last night~

Rajin nyerrrr~~ XD

Camwhore Started due to Boredom~~XD

Hurmp...Dun need to worry much bout me+my health...I think I can handle them well...

LOL~~

Erm...Its time to start studying...

I've been away from books+notes for a along time...

So,all the best people! ^^

Andddd....See...I'm looking pretty fine~~Right?? ^^

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Family Reunion 2010

Family Reunion is a yearly function organized by BWW Malaysia...This function caters to all AMWAY Distributors that are in the BWW organization...This place enable us to learn more on life value not just selling and retailing...~

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Many knowledge gained from this function...Especially on Love and Life Values and Points that we all need to succeed in life~ ^^...Amway is not like how it was before...Its got more than what you thought~ =)

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I was about to NOT attend this function due to my tired-ness of not sleeping the passed days~But,I didn't regret at all going...My headache went right off when I sat down in the hall~How powerful?Because,its full of Positive forces in there...Diamond couple from China came for the talk~Its just powerful!

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Family Reunion 2010

My Lovely Upline~Was dancing~~ XD

Cathy**Me**April

The TEAM!!!

Lagi~Wei Loong Blocked Phoebe looo~~

The coming Mama in September~~ ^^

Girls + Lady~~

Cathy**Shirly

Cattyy Pose~~ XD...Just to suit CATHY~

CSS Flower Sale + Convo Fever~LOL~

Its been a year passed that CSS had the Convo Fundraising~Which meant am older a year already~Woohoo~~This year's sales were just AWESOME! ^^

We were there even before the sky got bright...What time?4.30am~~LOL~But,our sacrifice were just worthwhile much! ^^

US~~

The Flowers~Aren't they pretty?? ^^

The Excos~~

3 Niang Re~~ XD

They are just too cute to be cute! =D

He always does that to suit me~LOL

Me**Julius~~

Once again~SunFlower is taken a pic this year~ ^^

Their Convo Beginsss~~ ^^

Us~~ ^^

Sa Poh Mama~Me~

Bobo**Sa Poh Mama**Her Mama~ XD

My Diploma Buddies~~ ^^

Another Shot! ^^

Raja**Desmond**JA the CL **Andrew

LOL~Funny one!

I looked SHORRTT! XD

The HiawPeopleeee~~
CSS People~~~~ ^^

What am I thinking??

Its been a while me thinking over this matter...~Is it gonna bear fruit?Or is it just me the one thinking too much again~I just couldn't let go of what am doing now...No easy task~

Who can actually tell me what I should do now?

Maybe,I should just take things easy...As,there's no guarantee on what I will get in the end~

Exam is drawing near...Am fighting to get to the Diamond Attitude Seminar in August~Maybe,I should focus more on that...You think so?

Project Eagle this Saturday...~Its been tiring...But,gonna boost up my energy again~Blood donation went on pretty fine..Am able to donate blood this round~Awesome right? ^^

Said...Its a Contradiction~~

Each day is passing by so fast...Usually people says...So slowly...But,this is not...Once you open your eyes after an 8 hours of sleep...There goes the day~I'm running out of time to be what I wanted...I'm just too caught up with too many things...I've got to submit to my studies,society,friends,Amway,BWW...Now...When people complaint,they dun are not doing it cox they are tired...Then what bout me?

Its not an easy life that am going through...I've not been home for almost 1 month...And,I certainly know...I did not play during the weekend...I was a real tiring days...Not sleeping for a day for the assignment...And,it turned out "sai"...I can't bother much...Right?Since they dun wanna help me out so what else can I do?A person doing the task of 4?IS not as easy as I thought...~

Day in and out~I've been treating this person,a friend of mine very nicely...I know,its a little nuisance to think bout this now because,exam is drawing near...But,I just need to blog this out cox...Its not a good feeling that am going through...~He is like giving me hope and then not giving me hope...You know what I meant?I don't know when I got this feeling...He is a kind person...But,there's something in him that didn't really favors me...But,I understood that...I'll need to learn to accept...Isn't it?

But how far can this go?I've been treating him more than a friend should do...And,Catherine told me too...He is like giving me hope but...Is it that,he's treating me as his good fren or even buddy?Since we know each other for almost 3 years+?This is still a question in my head...~Any advise?

I'm worried that the end result is not something what I wanted...And,that is really gonna be a hurtful one~~

Last but not least~~I guess...Mom is gonna read this...~I know you're also having your problems now...Anyway,stand strong to overcome it!All my support to you~And don't cha Doraemon me so often ar~~WakakaxxXX~~ ^^ God Bless~~ =D

eMiLy is Backkkk~~

Its been 10 days am away from the bloggy blog of mine...And,I supposed you know...That,I've been rushing here and there for this and that...I felt breathless again~

Once again,lots of things happened when I was away from my blog...Not that I dun wanna write them but am just too tired to do so the past few days...I even didn't sleep the whole night due to the assignment...

This was the only assignment in 3 years that made me cried and doing it with full of anger...Why?Answer is cox,basically I was doing alone...Without my grpmates around with me...That piece of assignment is a whole difficult shit of thing to do and yet...I'm left alone...

Was with ZS,Thong they all these days doing the ES Biz Plan~~Happy is that we are able to be together...Got companion although they are not my grpmates but still am happy being around with them...And errrr...We are closer now...~~

Hurmpp...Emily is having a huge contradiction with the situation now...Whether he knows it or not?Whether he felt it or not?Why is he acting this way?

I'm still thinking if his decision would hurt me at the end?Shall I continue whatever am doing now?When I thought of giving up~Its seemed to be hope...So,what shall I do?Is he just treating me as his close fren?I wonder..........

Or maybe,its just me that wanna take care of frens?I dunno.....

How to seek for the answer?

I'm OLD!

Wooowwww~~

EMILY IS FINALLY FEELING THE STRESS!

Its been a long time I said the word...STRESS~I've been unhappy + emo on and off...But,not for the studies yet~I woke up with lotsa things in my mind...All running around my head...And,I dunno how to capture them and make them stay...Arrrgghhh...~~

So many things undone...Makes me..."Pek Chek"~~Helppppp~~Huhu~~I need a listener...But,who can be one?Everyone have their own things to be busy with...My back is aching~My shoulders are heavy...Ohh Boy...Suddenly felt old~!

I envy his life actually...I dunno why I suddenly look into his life much...Its not a worth while thing but...Pictures that he have taken...Shows that,he is just enjoying life so damn much!Pictures here, pictures there...Walao-ness man!

I need a car badly!I want a car!Alot of things that I can't do without a car...Huhuhhhhh~~

And,did I really let go of it?I think think think...I think I did not let go all~~Arrgghhh....Now what??Get on with life and stresssSSS away~~I need a theraphy...

What's your advise??Helppppp~~My chest are painful~~Is it due to cough??Huh?? =(

I'm feeling freaking old!

Biz Admin Society~

Biz Admin Society almost known as no survival~LOL~The advisor now didnt even know that this society exist~LOL~Anyway,here are some of the pictures,me and my committees~~ ^^

Part of the Committees~~ ^^

The very 1st Activity~Fundraising~

Pre-order week~~

Fishball~~

Before getting real busy...~Pose alil~~

And,we got to know its Albert's bday~~So they went arrange the things~~It was a whole surprise for him~~Singing him the song at Canteen2 Foyer~LOL~

Albert=Albird's Bday Celebration~


The Birthday Boy~

The celebrant~~

Jenelle des**M3

Happy Birthday PM~!

The cool one is HIM!

ERRrrrr...Apa punya pose ini?LOL~

PM**Me

The very last day~~With the Supplier~~

BAS Success!!!

It wasn't easy leading a team...Especially,when your committees are putting high hope on you simply becox you're older which means to have more experience...LOL~Anyhow,we managed to get through the very 1st activity...Now,atleast people know there is BAS!!WakakaxxXX~~

Time flew,time passed...It had ended...More to come soon~~ ^^