Said...Its a Contradiction~~

Each day is passing by so fast...Usually people says...So slowly...But,this is not...Once you open your eyes after an 8 hours of sleep...There goes the day~I'm running out of time to be what I wanted...I'm just too caught up with too many things...I've got to submit to my studies,society,friends,Amway,BWW...Now...When people complaint,they dun are not doing it cox they are tired...Then what bout me?

Its not an easy life that am going through...I've not been home for almost 1 month...And,I certainly know...I did not play during the weekend...I was a real tiring days...Not sleeping for a day for the assignment...And,it turned out "sai"...I can't bother much...Right?Since they dun wanna help me out so what else can I do?A person doing the task of 4?IS not as easy as I thought...~

Day in and out~I've been treating this person,a friend of mine very nicely...I know,its a little nuisance to think bout this now because,exam is drawing near...But,I just need to blog this out cox...Its not a good feeling that am going through...~He is like giving me hope and then not giving me hope...You know what I meant?I don't know when I got this feeling...He is a kind person...But,there's something in him that didn't really favors me...But,I understood that...I'll need to learn to accept...Isn't it?

But how far can this go?I've been treating him more than a friend should do...And,Catherine told me too...He is like giving me hope but...Is it that,he's treating me as his good fren or even buddy?Since we know each other for almost 3 years+?This is still a question in my head...~Any advise?

I'm worried that the end result is not something what I wanted...And,that is really gonna be a hurtful one~~

Last but not least~~I guess...Mom is gonna read this...~I know you're also having your problems now...Anyway,stand strong to overcome it!All my support to you~And don't cha Doraemon me so often ar~~WakakaxxXX~~ ^^ God Bless~~ =D