eMiLy is Backkkk~~

Its been 10 days am away from the bloggy blog of mine...And,I supposed you know...That,I've been rushing here and there for this and that...I felt breathless again~

Once again,lots of things happened when I was away from my blog...Not that I dun wanna write them but am just too tired to do so the past few days...I even didn't sleep the whole night due to the assignment...

This was the only assignment in 3 years that made me cried and doing it with full of anger...Why?Answer is cox,basically I was doing alone...Without my grpmates around with me...That piece of assignment is a whole difficult shit of thing to do and yet...I'm left alone...

Was with ZS,Thong they all these days doing the ES Biz Plan~~Happy is that we are able to be together...Got companion although they are not my grpmates but still am happy being around with them...And errrr...We are closer now...~~

Hurmpp...Emily is having a huge contradiction with the situation now...Whether he knows it or not?Whether he felt it or not?Why is he acting this way?

I'm still thinking if his decision would hurt me at the end?Shall I continue whatever am doing now?When I thought of giving up~Its seemed to be hope...So,what shall I do?Is he just treating me as his close fren?I wonder..........

Or maybe,its just me that wanna take care of frens?I dunno.....

How to seek for the answer?