Jonah~

You may wanna ask me, how have life been lately? You may not wanna beleive me if I say its awesome! Right?

I went back last Saturday, my colleague (Rachel) send me back to Seremban. Dad wanted to meet us all. But, I just do not know how to react when he said, he wanna see us.

Met him on Saturday, it was just not too cool controlling my tears. I did not want him to see me worry. He kept telling me that he will be fine staying outside. He will be able to take care of himself. Till then, I really feel, its really a good time for both to be separated for a moment. :)

No point forcing them to stay together when they have so much anger towards each other. Right? I was sad, I was angry with everyone including myself and God for all that happened. But now, I came to realised that all this happens for good. God is the creator and maker of heaven and earth. I have no surprise if HE is the one that created all this, even problems for me and my family. :)

We have completed the Old Testament last week's Discipleship Class. Although I did not complete my homework but, Jonah's story gave me a huge impact. I was so much like Jonah (besides, getting swallow by the Monster Fish lar~LOL!) In fact, Sophia and I have the same feelings and thoughts towards things that happened unto us.

Yesday, Sophia emailed me the Gospel of the day. And know what? God is just awesome! The Gospel is about Jonah again! Cool right? By all means, this cannot be a co-incident! LOL! She even sent me the reflection for the reading as well! The reflection is seriously good! ^^

This phrase caught my attention much "If God gave us everything we asked for at the same moment we ask for it, how would we become more mature in our faith?"

Many things happened lately, it was like a drama. I'm awaiting for the next episode. I have faith that its gonna be a happy ending!


*And, I wanna say. I appreciate those who lend me their shoulders to cry on, those who with me when I was so super down, thanks for all advises and opinions!*