Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Is it or is it not?

Hey People~ How's life?

I'm here again. I'm like, now you see, now you don't! LOL!

Anyway, was kinda busy these days. Hurmp. Sorry but the word BUSY always appears in my blog. I was hunting for room. I almost got cheated by the bloody errie smelly owner! HAHA!

As my previous post, I was desperate for a room simply because, there are alot of things that I wanna do for this moment. I then found one room. With air-con. But the rental is kinda expensive for me.Somehow, I'm made the house leader already. My Landlord sounded to be a good person tho but, I really hope my 1st impression towards him is right.

Was calculating my salary-expenses=little money? LOL! This is the way/road/path that I have chosen. It may be a struggle for me but, if am able to go thru this, I'm so so super cool! :)

Have been kinda 'pek chek' due to some stuff at my Wangsa home but, this is life eh? Give and take is very important tho. Till then I realised that, Julius said I've given too much. I then discover something scary in me. I need inner healing? Due to past hurts?

Had dinner with Mangga Busuk and Jie yesday. Had Shabu Shabu for the 1st time. The waitress was kinda funny when she talk. LOL! I've got a little cakie. And, I brought it to office for my tea-break later. :)

Rosary last night. 3 excos were at my home. Off a sudden, during the bible sharing. Jennifer and Xiao Heng threw out their frustration towards CSS. The meetings and the activity. I did not feel extremely bad cox I know this is just another challenge by GOD. They do not find it meaningful anymore being the excos. Well, I know I shouldn't be interefering this but, I may wanna help to motivate them and make them find the meaning again.

CSS cannot just fall like that. Julius have been working hard to keep everything in place. But, why? Why are they thinking that what Julius is doing is just too much?

I still stick to my principle, "To make others to change, first, change yourself!"

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