What the furtttt~ I forgot my heels today~ I left it at home. I reached office. WTF? Where are my heels??
What was I thinking these days? Have not been having a clear mind. Dad wants me to pay him back. Situation at home supposed to be better already but Dad is gossiping to my aunty! They are just making my family up-side-down again! WTH??!!
I don't understand this. I thought all these are coming to an end already but, why are all these still happening? Maybe like what Julius said, "For others to be happy, you're willing to do anything. You do not care much bout yourself!" Well, what he said is not wrong.
Many things happened in life. This and that. After that happened, solved, another one comes again! I'm starting to get tired over life at times. But, I know I have the responsible to carry on living, I have the responsible for my family. No matter what, LIFE STILL GOES ON!
To many, this are like peanut problems faced. :) I just need time to get thru what am going thru.
I need to learn to do Financial Planning. All these while, I do time management but not Money Management. Was kinda hurt with what Dad wanted me to do, paying him back every month. I know cox, I've started working, I need to pay on my own. But the way of him dealing with this is like, "I do not have the responsibilities on you anymore!" What would you feel if you were treated this way? He wanted me to pay him back RM250 per month! Whatttttttttttt?? I can only afford to pay RM100 plus the alarm installment, RM50. Now, eat or don't eat, I'll need to pay him RM150! I'm left with RM 600 to survive! All the best to me!
This is the path that I have chosen. I know! These are the consequences that I need to bear! I know! But, pls dun hurt me like this! I know he dun wanna let me go UK and I did not insist to go! Sometimes, it just hurt so badly! If anyone could understand me?
1 comment:
Who else but the rotten mango.
Haiz... Take it with stride.
I can't say for sure WTF has gotten into him, maybe he feels you have not been contributing much at home so he is imposing his "I-don't-give2farkz-but-you-gotta-respect-me-coz-I-am-your-father" tax. LOL!
Mahem, those days when his evil old hag mother was around, things were worse nia... :/
Do what you can.
If you are out of budget for the month, tell him you will pay him next month.
It works sometimes (not all the time) but usually it does if you have been helping with the gardening, house-painting, whatever-the-farkz boosts his ego. He may just let you off the hook.
Till then, "goot yat seng tonne jor hui" and do your best.
And yes, you are responsible for your own life, no one else.
But always remember those whose lives you have touched & imagine those that are waiting to be touched.
So, take it with stride... :)
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