Thursday, June 25, 2009

Trip Down To The Emo Life Again!

I wonder what do I actually have in mind?I'm having huge contradiction towards many many things!And I began to feel EMO again!Things are not falling into place these days...I'm too tired and exhausted!Too many things to be done and I've started to lose my focus!I can hardly focus now!Blurr all the time~!

Why I said so?I don't tend to remember things that Ms.Chin says...And neither I can remember the lectures...Today...I've lose my reload card,tripped down twice,so FREAKING BLURR-Photostated extra 2 more books because I've lost count!And I need to tell my coursemates again that the books is no long RM14.50 but RM15!Deep Shit~!Because of the supplier...

Things are really stressing me out...I used to say,'Start out your day with a nice smile...'You think I can still do it now?I'm full of the negative forces now...!Which I myself felt that Negative forces are conquering me!

Reached home just now,the house was so cold...I'm missing them again...Missing them when they were around in the living room...I'm feeling quiet now...Time flew and passed...Its almost one month that I've been staying here alone...But why is it that I still feel this way?I needed people to talk to...But who can I find?I need people to give me alittle advice...On what to do and what not to do...But who can I look for?Is there someone out there that can help me out?

-I'm just feeling LOST rite now...-

2 comments:

iamavailiaw said...

life is full Of sorrow + sadness...
we can change the facts,
what we can do JUST
try to adjust ur heart to adapt the facts wic is unpredictable..

+u..B =)..
shuwen_

Katherine said...

hey girl,
dun stress out so much.. I know things aren't looking up and you've been through quite a bit for now and might have a few more to go through..
but always remember, behind every dark sky,there's a silver lightning, you'll get through all your troubles.. Just make sure you don't give up..
Start your day with a smile..Believe in God.. If He brings you to it, He WILL bring you through it..

God bless, and all the best!!! ^^