Monday, June 15, 2009

I'm Glad to Be...

I'm now still wondering why did I wake up this time?People maybe wondering...Are you crazy?Go sleep la...~~Its 6am...6AM~~!!!Yeah...And yet I'm still not sure why~~...Is it cox the load of things in my mind that wakes me up?Or the problems that I kept thinking made me awake?Or did I just realise something?I really don't know...XD

Today,its the very first day of Week 4 (in the academic year)...And I've found myself being an adult already...No more a small kid...I'm turning 20 in like 6 more days...I'm gonna miss myself at the age of 19!

But I'm actually proud of myself...Why said so?Yeah...Gonna answer it now...I used to complaint alot...Family problems are killing me...I don't own a Happy Family...I'm pissed off with my Family Problems...But now,as I grow...I've found,I'm glad to be in the Fah Family!I'm proud to be Anthony Fah's daughther...I'm proud to be Juliana Liew's daughther...The one and only daughther at home...

That doesn't mean (one and only daughther) I'm so precious at home...Doesn't mean I'll get anything I want...Doesn't mean,I shall shake leg at home,do nothing and wait for Mom to call 'Come eat,rice is ready!'...Well...Maybe cox am not brought up that way...Now,I actually found that all these are reality...All these while,I might be hoping for a Problem-Free Family,A 100% Peaceful & Harmony Family...But how far its true that all family fulfill these conditions??Probably yes...In Fairytale,Cartoon story...But all that I'm facing now are all reality...Reality that have taught me so much...And I'm proud to say that at my age now...I've actually know quite alot about life...You must be saying,'Wah...Emily is boasting la...'

Whatever you wanna say,but I'm really blessed to be in Fah Family...I have supportive family members!Especially Mom!You're Super-Cool!You're someone that we can really talk to!!

Not forgeting!Because I've known Jesus!I've found a friend in him!He is my bestest friend of all!He is my true friend that will not abandon me!That will not betray me!He is also the one I talk to when I have no one...He keeps me inspired!

CSS!Ya!This is not a normal Society that I'll just come and go!Here,I've learn extra extra things...Not just learning how to communicate with people...But learned how to be strong in all ways...It had shaped me to be me today!And friends in CSS are so so Super-Nice and Supportive!Knowing that all I've done is worth it!^^

Although with the Heavy Load of things to do...I'll still smile at the day and say...Here I come!Trying hard to take things easy...Cox few more days,am gonna be 20!So,wanna enjoy while am still 19!^^

Cheers!!God Bless!!

2 comments:

Stephen Fah said...

Grateful Heart + Peaceful Mind = Blessed Life.

You have got the formula right & now you are enjoying the greatest gift many may not find: "Maturity".

We have been provided with the moulds of life when we were born, but just like the cookies in the jar, not all are shaped equally after being thrown into the oven even if the mould was used to its best extend.

The oven in this instance is our journey in life & or experiences...

As proud as you are being in the family, you should also know that the role we play would ensure many things. Some play the role as the pillar, others, the provider, some are the comforters... some are the glue that bonds the family together.

We don't choose the roles.
Neither do we have a choice of whether to be it or not.

But somebody's gotta do it.
Then in that case, it might as well be us.

Take it easy, take care.
F.A.M.I.L.Y. = Father & Mother, I Love You.

I may not say this often enough (if ever at all!): Sis, I Love You, Kid!

Cheers.

Ken Wooi said...

i dont wake up at 6am in the morning.. unless i have important matters to attend too.. lol

anyway, great family! =)