Many many things made me looked at life as a drama...
Scenes after scenes,just like those you watched on TV...I went over to my uncle's house on Saturday...Well,not too bad as I thought...Just felt a little trapped up there...XD...My buddies came up to my house...But,I wasn't at home...Errmm...Hopefully,they didn't "robohkan" my house...LOL~~
Went to the hospital again today before leaving to Seremban...Encountered something not so good...Errr...Maybe cox of the past experience...ISH!
I've seen alot of things these days...Realised alot of things...
Going up and down in the hospital is not something totally bad sometimes...You tend to appreciate more...You tend to Thank GOD more for what you have and who you are now...
I actually felt frustrated cox I couldn't make the day out with my buddies...But,till then...Everything happens for a reason...Maybe,GOD planned it this way for me to see more things?I'm not sure...A patient opposite my aunty's bed in the wad...Doctor told her that,the cancer is at the 6th stage...Not more ways to help her...Isn't that sad?Waiting for the time to pass and go?
I tend to wonder what is life all about...Just like what Shue Teng and I chatted bout...There is always a time when we just don't know who to turn to...Our mind is just blank and all we do is sit down at a corner and cry~Why is it so?Is it cox of depression?
Buddies came over to my home just now...Xue Er was saying "Eh...You're face looks better dy o...~"...Then I replied "Oooohh...Maybe,cox...I dun have much stress these days..."...And Pei said "No stress?Huh?You...No stress?"..Maybe,they know my commitments and responsibilities...Ermmm...I then think...Do I looked stressful in front of others as well?Maybe~~?
Know what?It was a great evening in fact...Cox,we...The whole family had dinner together at the restaurant...Yayyyy~~Its been a long time since so...=)...
And why do I still feel that I needed you when I know you can never be there?
