Friends...

We had our CNY dinner at Sushi Tei. It was my very first time there to this Japanese Restaurant. With Kathleen and Rachel. Was a bit reluctant when I was asked to meet them at Pavillion. Which I thought I could go home early to rest a while then wait for them to come meet me at Wangsa Maju. Things always turns out different with how I expect them to be. Indeed, I have much fun hanging out with the both of them. There's this unhappy, sad feelings when I got down from the car. Because I don't know on when I will meet her again. But I'll definitely meet her again in June.

Till then, I met my friend in Wangsa Maju. Got to know that he is also leaving soon. It was a shocking news for me as I did not expect that too. Haix. He told me that is part of life. But I never thought it will happen so quickly. I'm gonna miss these 2 friends of mine badly.

Today was also a day where I've booked the flight tickets for myself and Mum. I have not done this for my entire life before. I've only did booking for Preslly to come back to KL and back to KK. But never for myself. Today, I've did it! And I felt a bit of achievement because I always wanted to bring Mum on the plane. Although, its just within Malaysia. But it's something that am happy about.

Preslly is coming this weekend. He will be here probably for a week. It's a mixed feelings that I have all together. Happy? Unhappy? I seriously do not know how am I feeling right now. Something that I want to tell him but I just do not know how to say it out.

When it comes to situation like this, I always question myself "What is this all about?". I seriously do not get it. Sometimes, rather to stay single. And which, I did not feel that am in a relationship anymore. Hurmp. This is a big question. "Then will still hold on to it?".