2 more days to almost a month, I stopped writting. Why? I guess cox, I just couldn't find the right time to write bout my happenings.
As days gone by, time flies by. Many were in my thoughts, many that I have seen and heard, many that I have learned, many that I've cried over bout. I wonder again, what is life all about? Many things happened in my life at recent, I've been trying very hard coping it all. And at the end, have I really coped them? Or most of the time, I ended up crying in the room?
Looking back at all that I have gone through. Some kind of hardship for me. This and that. Struggle here and there. Financially down, emotionally down, physically down as well. But, only one that I could turn to. My Almighty Father in HEAVEN! HE may not throw me cash from the sky. Again, I need to tell myself all these happens for a whole good reason.
Sometimes, being too happy or I shall say to be extremely happy ain't something good tho. Cox once when you feel emotionally down, its really deeply down. Agree? *Well, you can choose not to agree. :p*
Time really passes me by so so quickly. Its been 3 months that we were together. How is it getting along? Hurmp. I do not know how to answer this question anymore. :) I surrender this to God. If this is meant to be, it will go on. :) If not then, why cling on it? Right?
Its been 5 years in CSS. Yesday was the AGM. Very few juniors attended. Many seniors in fact. We know and have thought this over. Whoever turns up are God's chosen ones to be in Committee. We will not question much. Somehow, the outcome of the AGM was really something we wanted. :) Amen! Praise the LORD!
At times, not all bad stuff that happens are bad. You know why? Cox, when you have gone through the struggle, you turn back and see. Its such a struggle and I'm able to get thru it all! That showed the Greatness in you!
At times, when you're not loved by someone. You'll somehow find someone that love you very very much more than anyone else. That is God and yourself!
Its been a tough year for me. Sadness. Feeling hopeless. Feeling frustrated. Feeling tired. Struggles.
Kick some ass! Cox its 2 more weeks to 2012! Leave all this behind. Cox, all these are just enough! I do not deserve all this. I deserve a happier, more wonderful and meaningful life! ^^
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~You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.~Unknown
~You can choose to be happy or sad and whichever you choose that is what you get. No one is really responsible to make someone else happy, no matter what most people have been taught and accept as true.~Unknown
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