Monday, May 31, 2010

Wh3R3 Hav3 I Be3N?

Where have I been these while?Ermm...I'm still alive lar...~~Nvm...Day in,day out...Many things happened...~

I just don't seemed to have enough time each day~I have so much to do in so little time...

1st-Biz Admin Society...Everything is starting from the scratch...Means from the very bottom line...I thought it's not gonna be something difficult since,I'm already in CSS for 2 years...I thought the experience of mine can help me in handling the society but seems like...Its not a 100% thing~~My excos are all great and awesome...They have many ideas...Not a bad thing tho~But,I still need to control the situation~I need to learn to control...~~Why do I feel so worried bout them when I already know they are strong??

2nd-My studies...~Ya,its a new beginning~And,its my second last semester...Assignments are pilling up...~One after another...Like am chasing the train~Groups assigned this semester is so much different from the previous ones...I'm working with different people~Which is also not something bad~But once again,I need to learn to control...Why me controlling all the time?Its simply because of one thing...Am always thought of as the leader once am in the group~Its not that I don't like to be called the leader but sometimes...If its too often~?You'll wanna say...I need to BREATHE~!Don't just come to me and ask "How is it?You do already ar??"...?When,its actually a group work...~So,you get what I meant by breathe??

3rd-My Business...~I'm so far coping well with what am doing~I'm once again stood up for what I've sat down~~I've got more confidence in doing things~More faith in myself...There are challenges now and then,here and there...Life is like that,I would say~Its not honeymoon~ ^^...Telling myself,my goal and dreams needs to be achieved...

I would say,life is full of pressure...~I just need to learn,coping well with it...Its no easy~I might seemed happy go lucky...But,deep in me...Am I?I still wonder...

I'm turning 21 in 21 days~I'm getting older in age...Anddddd......I'm legal to vote...~~LOL~~That's what my bros kept reminding me~HahaxxXX...

Till then...

XOXO

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