What's Wrong With Me??

2010 had finally arrived...Went Countdown last night...Only back home this morning...Well...Many many things happened in 2009 are now left as Memories and Histories...

We are all now,one year older...I see people blogging bout how hectic college life have been...How tiring it was...How sickening at times...I wouldn't 100% agree nor disagrees them...Cox,I felt the same too...Its normal for me to feel so?People in Diploma are already feeling it...How to make it more enjoyable?

I freaking cried this afternoon again when I was conversing with Xue Er...I told her all my feelings that were in me...Alot of things that I told her...And she seemed to be knowing it...I wondered will my life still be like that if she's around?Unfortunately,she's not...

I'm getting pressured each day...Its New Year...I should be happy over it but...I just can't...I'm getting EMO,EMO and EMO...When did this word(emo) came into my dictionary??I still wonder...Is it because now that,I understood more about life?Things happening around me are more to reality compared last time??

I've lose confidence in myself,lose motivation,lose persistencies,lose consistencies...

I need to stand up again to say "Its another BRAND NEW DAY"...And smile at the World and say "Here I come to handle all"...

I need to learn:love-being-alone!