-Missing Hom3+Reflection+Heart Out-

I've spent like almost one week here in Seremban...I've been eating alot too...FATFATFAT...Cox mum cooked lots of yummy food for me...Mum always say..."Eat more la,later go back KL then no more nice food"...HahaxxXX...Yeap...That's my mum...Mum's cooking is like Ssooooooo tasty till I can't find the right word to describe...MuahahaxxXX...Help my Mum promote a bit...KakaxxXX...(Hope you all don't mind)...I finally need to go back to Wangsa tomorrow...Haix...I'm gonna miss everyone at home especially the little rascal (Baby Bryan)...Although he has been bullying me these whole week...HahaxxXX...But...He is still the cutiest at home...With the cheeky smile all the time...One thing that I can't "tahan" is when he CRIES!! (Especially when his dad cane him)...I can't do anything...=(...Cox if I "sayang" him then he won't be scared of his dad anymore...Dunno why,am the one that feel painful when he got beaten...After today...I'll need to be back in Wangsa...Facing all my Quantitative Studies Notes,Tutorials N PYQ!!Haix...Horrible...~But no choice...I still need to face it...

Life is getting tougher...I just don't only mean myself...But my family too...I would say...Financially...Cox my bro is bearing the cost for my aunty's Chemotheraphy Session...And that really cost alot...Mum is always running out of cash due to home expenses and also my aunty's expenses...And we don't ask dad for extra money...Now,I could really understand what it means by "HARD EARNED MONEY"...Looking at the condition now...I need to learn to save...

I've been reflecting on alot of things these few days while am at home...And I've seen that...I really need to appreciates all that I have...At times,we may tend to complaint alot...I want this...I don't want that...I want to eat this...I don't want to eat that...But we may not know that,to other people...We may be the luckiest of all...Because we have Choices...We can choose either McDonalds or KFC...But to certain people...They can't choose but just eat...Its either you EAT or you STARVE!That's the choice they have...And yet,they are still living happily and do not complaint...So?Why complaint?

You guys may wonder...Why do I sounded so HAPPY at the beginning of my blog and suddenly so EMO on the other half of my blog...Ya~~Because I felt that I wanna write this out (kept in my heart)...Cox I've got no one to talk to right now...So I just wanna let it out...